patton. a kind and loving mute with a fondness for children. logan. a usually impassive and smart man with a soft spot for crofters. both old childhood friends what would happen when these two meet once more in a library? [ мυтє! ραттσи χ ℓσgαи ]

"Patton was the one to find Logan, crying with a gun pressed against his temple," Virgil mimicked the gun with his fingers. "Naturally, Patton screamed which sent Roman and myself running upstairs. Logan didn't move, he just stood there - his voice blank and... and empty. And no matter what we said, all he would ask is for us to turn around, say that he 'had heart enough to not want us to watch,'" Virgil recounted which sent Patton into another round of tears, collapsing into Virgil's shoulder. Virgil was crying now too, but his voice remained steady. "Then he clicked off the safety and shot himself." __________ Sequel to E M P T Y A Soulmate AU where your soulmate name appears at sunset on your 25th birthday Start: 08-04-19 Final: N/A

[COMPLETED] "Logan, please don't do this. I'm so sorry, I truly am," Patton whispered. "I - I love you, please let that be enough." "I wish it was," Logan whispered back, taking a deep breath. "Turn around." "No!" Virgil protested, gripping the door handle tightly enough to make his knuckles turn white in desperation. "Virgil..." Virgil was trembling now, but he made sure to keep eye-contact with Logan. "No! I won't let you do this!" "Please..." "I won't!" "Please turn around, I have heart enough to not want you to watch." __________ Soulmate AU where your soulmates name appears on your wrist at twilight on your 25th birthday Start: 01-24-19 Final: 05-06-19

"Is... Is this love, Patton? Because if it is I - I don't think I want it..." _____ Start: 05-22-19 Final: N/A

| Book 5 in the Sanders Series: Dark Sides | 'They had not forgotten him. They had not let him go. He was still theirs.' || COMPLETED||

| Book 4 in the Sanders Series: Morality | 'Love, he had learned, could be a poison.' || COMPLETED ||

| Book 3 in the Sanders Series: Logic | 'He told himself dreams were for children because in a world like this, dreams were what got you killed.' || COMPLETED ||

| Book 2 in the Sanders Series: Creativity | 'He spoke in colour but his head was full of shades of grey.' || COMPLETED ||

| Book 1 in the Sanders Series: Anxiety | 'If he was drowning, he'd just have to learn how to swim. Even if he was tempted to let himself go under.' ! PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT DECEIT, THIS WAS BEFORE HIS TIME ! ! PRE-'ACCEPTING ANXIETY' ! || COMPLETED ||