This started out as my story about my sa and like recovering but its slowly becoming me just talking about other things that have happened that I can't really talk to with anyone It's not happy stuff so if you still need something sad it's still there 👍

Random nightmares/stories. *This book is not meant to encourage/promote any illegal activities.* TW: 1. beast men, non-con, mental health, PTSD, survival 2. Dismemberment, family problems, psychosis, modeling, bulimia, revenge 3. Psychological trauma, dub con 4. Manners, rude af old lady, psychological torment (mild-ish) 5. Non con, abuse, psychological trauma 6. Death, demons 7. Psychological problems, stalking 8. A/B/O, non con, torture 9. Family issues 10. Psych drama 11. Gay, non con, death 12. Death, psych issues 13. Gay, no smut, implied rape, myth creatures, humans 14. Gay, kinda Mpreg, clones 15. Humiliation, family violence, death 16. Death, swearing 17. Gay, noncon, cons, possess, smut, homophobia 18. Gay, monsters, humans, smut, torture-ish, apocalypse, noncon, death 19. Death, mostly PG-13 with a bit of swearing

Psychology, if it's your cup of tea, opens doors to a lot of interesting characteristics and traits that human beings encompass. Reading about it will not only give a meaningful perspective to how you see the world, but will also allow you to reach out and understand people around you better.

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 09/09/2020 Ended: 10/07/2020 Solene Clemente was a typical Civil Engineering student who struggled to put up with her studies. Kung pwede ngang i-bake na lang ang napakaraming itlog sa test papers niya, ginawa niya na. At a young age, she experienced the harsh reality of life-poverty, abuse, and a broken family. But, as someone who could see the bright side of everything, she knew she could make it with only her mother and best friend, Duke Laurence Sanders, whom she secretly loved. Kahit pa naghihirap, basta kasama niya ang ina, kaya niya. Kahit pa madalas niyang hindi maintindihan ang lessons, ayos lang kasi may Duke naman na tuturuan siya. Na kahit gaano kalupit ang tadhana, patuloy siyang lumalaban sa buhay dahil may dalawang taong sumusuporta at nagmamahal sa kanya. She became too dependent on the love they could offer. But little did she know, like the sun she adored, she was destined to be alone.

PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.

[COMPLETE] Adayna Dexielle Reyes met a guy who believed in her, who made her realize a lot of things. The man he didn't expect to come in an unexpected way. He'll made her realize that she can be more than herself. Start: June 5, 2020 End: October 4, 2020

[COMPLETE] (Simmons Series #1) Jennifer Blakely Simmons made an agreement with Walter James Dawson to be his girlfriend. Things went well and they seem to fall for each other not until Walter's ex-lover Jennifer Blakely, with the same name as hers appear to reconcile to Walter. Their relationship became bumpy and rocky until Jennifer finally decided to end their relationship. It's hard for her to admit her feelings about him but things got worst and they lost communication to each other. Until one night, she received his last message at 12:01 that changed her life. C Nov. 2020- May 15 ,2021

[COMPLETE] Chandria Carell Andrade lived up with her parents expectation. She always excel in everything and anything but her parents never sees them. She constantly doubts herself despite of her achievements and still strives for more. Her life was like that until he met Axel Harrison Montreal, a student from PCS, a guy who dreamed to become a professional MLBB player. C. June 16 2021- Dec. 25, 2021 [Cover is not mine. Credits to the rightful owner.]

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