"you're supposed to pretend like you love me!" "but what if i'm not pretending anymore?" or in which richie and eddie pretend to be in a relationship for more reasons than one. [ranked #1 - reddie]

"hear my heartbeat? focus on that, it's beating for you."

When Oikawa starts acting unlike his usual ecstatic self Iwaizumi has no choice but to go and check on him. What he finds is nothing short of horrifying~ ✨This will just be updated whenever idk what a schedule is :' )✨ -- this is also being posted on Quotev under the user Spikedyama and SpikedGutz on AO3- ⭕️I do not own any of the characters used in this fan fic⭕️

Oikawa is alone. And telling Iwa will be hard. {Angst/Fluff Story] Highest Ranking: #5 in Iwaoi

when I cry... I can't help but smile. the pain inside takes me over as soon my eyes turn dull and my body becomes weak. my eyes turn to stone as they don't show what they use to. tears... tears flow down my face as my smile grows wider as I laugh... I turn into a empty whole as I feel there is no meaning for me to live.... friends... friends, the knife under my bed... the tears I hold inside.. iwaizumi.. save me... cause I don't think I will make it much longer.. -oikawa

I cut myself. I cut. Because there's no time for tears at school, in public, even alone they don't want to run down my cheeks... So I let my blood flood my sleeves and hopes for suffering less in my head and heart... I juste need something... Just something... -16, take in consideration that this fic talks about suicide, self harming, Yaoi, Thrust Issues, etc... This is not funny at all.

Oikawa Tooru, Known to be a Player, a flirt, an Idiot, a bully, The self centered prince (or king ) of Aoba Josai, He is known for his looks, his title and talent, He was always the one being teased... being joked about, he acts indifferent and waves it off... But the Truth?? oh so far from it... In truth, Oikawa Tooru actually isn't a player.. He just accepts confessions because he doesn't want to hurt someone's feelings because he knows exactly what that felt, although most of them ended up hurting him, He isn't an Idiot either, his actually very smart, attentive, and he may be confident but not on himself, He looks calm but he is always a wreck inside, Always over thinking a lot of things but not in the good way no... in the most horrible way possible, Everytime. He isn't a bully either, he just got used to teasing a lil bit so he wouldn't be bullied that much but... it backfired Self-centered?? no, he never was, If a friend of his needs any kind of help, he'll drop everything and anything he has on his hands and runs towards that friend no matter how mean they are/were to him, He has what everyone doesn't, Empathy. He does it to everyone He can't stand seeing someone he doesn't know or even when he knows they deserve it, he still can't stand seeing them hurt And,... he is very sensitive he had a lot of practice when he was a child , and so no one really suspects, And trust me when I say... he takes everything seriously, he doesn't know how to take a joke, he can't say it to his friends either, afraid that either they will hate him and make fun of him more or.... he'll hurt them, See? a true Angel, but people are clouded by roumors, acts, flirts, titles, covers, they don't understand... That under all those act, smile, jokes, sleeves... there is an Angel, a fallen angel that needs help and support... or he'll be broken beyond repair.... TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️ *Angst *Mentions of suicide *Self harm *Devaluation (and possibly more)

SEVERE TRIGGER WARNING : SELF-HARM AND ABUSE PLEASE BE CAREFUL IF YOU ARE UPSET EASILY BY THESE THINGS, AND SEEK HELP IF NEEDED! Oikawa regrets just about everything he has done in the past week. That doesn't mean he'll stop. He wishes Iwaizumi never left. He never even said goodbye. He knows the habits he has developed aren't the most healthy, but the world lost it's meaning around 3 days ago.

" i just want to be enough." " what you have right now is enough for me." --------- ; ( 𝐈𝐖𝐀𝐎𝐈 ) →where a bubbly-boy struggling with self-esteem meets an short-spoken, yet unlikely friend who turns out to be the one he needed most. [ NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR AU ] ©toxrulct

❝ he loves me. he loves me not. ❞ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ i own only the plot + the cover ;;☆ hq!! belongs to haruichi furudate // lapslock intended !! [ created sometime in mid-janurary 2016 its so old // im sorry if its shit haha ] [ soulmate AU: the first words your soulmate speaks to you is permanently tattooed on your wrist. ]