I am Alex. I am 21 at the moment. I speak sarcasm fluently. I have a strong opinion on many things. I have a combined nicotine and caffeine addiction. Sue me. I have very dark humor. I hope you enjoy my writing, but honestly, I could care less.

I am Matt. I am currently a 20 year old living in some part of America. I have ADHD. I tend to talk a lot. And write a lot. All my parts are basically about nothing, but I like to believe they are funny sometimes. That I am funny sometimes. Let me dream, please. I like Dinosaurs, cookies and watching netflix without a shirt on. I also get distracted by pretty much everything that moves or makes a sound. It is very tiring, but luckily I have ADHD to balance that tiredness out! I like to interact with people and talk about things like music, books (even though reading a book takes me a billion years), shows on Netflix, good movies, Dinosaurs and other great existing and non-existing things. Welcome to my life, I hope you get annoyed REAL FAST.

I'm sorry if this story is bothering you. But if it is, it's clearly not meant for you. "What's depression like?" A friend once asked. I didn't know what to say. Because when people ask you things like "What's wrong" and "How are you?" and "Can I help you?" I never know what to say. I end up lying. I end up answering "nothing" and "Fine" and "No". Though what I really want to answer is "Everything" and "I'm not okay" and "Yes, please". What depression is like? Writing what it's like is easier than telling what it's like. Only a few will totally understand what it's like. And for those people I wrote this.

"You do realize a journal is an extremely personal thing right?" His voice was raspy, low and threatening, making me take a step back in panic as he continued, "so my only question is why the fuck are you standing with mine?" - first book - - instagram acc: @thejournalofficial - - for extra material: arietem.wix.com/arietemx - All Rights Reserved 2013 © arietem