Kellin wants to die. Vic wants him to live. It seems simple, but nothing about the way he stopped him from ending his life is simple. Kellin had a plan. Vic complicated things by forcing a breath of life back into him. He didn't think he wanted it. But something about the way Vic is standing there, with his heart in his hand, makes him think that maybe, just maybe, he was meant to be alive. [Trigger Warning]

dear brendon, when we were fifteen, and we spent our time in the garage with spencer and brent, before brent left, you told me i was beautiful. [rydon]