the many times new meets tay who seems to be always smiling and the time he isn't byeolid also available on ao3! (user: byeoli)

+Rated ForthBeam OneShot+ Tae Darvid as Forth Jaturaphoom Tee Jaruji as Beam Baramee Character names belong to Chiffon_Cake <3 (Please do not attempt to read if you are uncomfortable because this is a B!Forth story u n u Just me ticking it off my bucket list I really wanted to write one = v =) Synopsis: The Famous Head Hazer Forth's got a secret. And a really beautiful one at that ; ) pic cr: only_TEe

Would it be better if we just didn't remember?

Drabbles/oneshots consists of Forth and Beam during their lunches(+ extra scenes) as we get through their life. #1 In which Forth decided to visit Beam at his workplace to have a lunch together, but Forth might have attracted someone's attention a bit too much for Beam's liking. And Forth was too oblivious about it, to even notice. #2 In which Beam was jealous and Forth might had not taken it seriously. That taught him more about Beam Baramee. #3 In which Forth's arms are the most comforting and safe place for Beam. Forth's presence was like the sign Beam is going to be alright. And more. Tae Darvid as Forth Jaturaphoom Jamornhum Tee Jaruji as Beam Baramee Vongviphan P.S. : These oneshots/drabbles will not be in the right timeline. I might add the general time when it happens if it would help you guys to understand it more. This one will be updated at random times. Depends on my inspiration. This is an experimental attempt for me. Enjoy reading!

My name is Tay Tawan Vihokratana and I was turning 27 years in a few weeks, but I wasn't that excited because I had a secret, a secret that I was afraid to tell other people about... I was haunted by my own best friend, New Thitipoom Techaapaikhun since his death on 14 February 2018...Yeah during Valentine Day. I didn't remember what happens but since that unfortunate day, he kept coming to my house to disturb my life, my family and friends...He probably had a grudge towards me, that's why he won't stop coming to my life...Huh, my life was in mess.

At a young age of eighteen, New was living the life of a teenage boy diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. With his life hanging by a thread, he realized that it was too short to be spent on memories that will only result in melancholy, and so he chose to live a life brimming with joy and contentment. He keeps with him a notebook that has all the things he wants to do before dying, and looks forward to cheking them off one by one. But on a bus ride to school on a normal day, he crosses paths with Tawan, a teenage boy who bears the weight of the world. And while his life is not bound to end by a terminal illness, he wishes to cease existing more than anyone else. When a boy wanting to make the most out of his life meets another who wishes to cease existing, will a lasting relationship ever bloom?