WARNING: May contain depressive thoughts, suicidal attempts, and high cussing. you've been warned. -After The End- Tord decided that he wanted to go on a vacation from his army for a few months, and go apologize to his old friends, but after the incident Tord falls into a deep depression, and is suicidal as well, what if they found out? what if he's not forgiven by the mistakes that has been haunting him? what if he never sees his friends anymore? read to find out!

Tom was a shy teenager. He was so quiet that no one really noticed him, except the bullies of course. Tom had no real friends because of this and has never fell in love before since he preferred boys over girls and his parents didn't know that and he wanted to keep it that way. Tord had been in Britain since 7th grade and had become fluent from Edds help. You see, Tord had a rather large crush on Edd, but he kept it to himself from fear of rejection. Tord was also rather shy himself, that's why his only friend is Edd. Of course Edd was a little social butterfly and had many friends, including Matt, who was also a very outgoing person. Will Tords love for Edd continue when the talent show appears? (Highschool AU)

Tom lived most of his life with edd and Matt till his old crush, Tord came and destroyed their home. Tom started getting depressed and isolated himself from everyone around him including edd and Matt. While his depression Tom became a bad alcoholic, and would not eat but only drink. One day Tom found Tord sitting all alone crying on the sidewalk, on the same day Matt and edd started talking to Tom again, not aware of his depression, soon they all find out at the same time.. Will they help Tom? (Btw this book contains some 13+ stuff and Tom x Tord... duh... also it also contains edd being jelly of Tord for taking Tom, but there will be eddmatt later... so ye)