Usernames || A Garmau Fanfic

Wimp. Friend. Loser. Amazing. Idiot. Hero. Unlovable. Leader. I don't know what I am. I bring myself down, then push myself up. Some days I'm nothing. Some days I'm everything. I don't understand. Why am I like this? Why can't I be normal? Why are they still here? Why does she...? ... ... I love you. But how can I whe...