**As of April 20th 2024 This book had been Rewritten, any chapters posted before April 20th,2024 have been deleted and rewritten entirely** 9 Months, that's how long Nikki's Op took, however when she arrived home things changed suddenly and unexpectedly changing her entire life forever. Resigning from the BAU, moving back home to Chicago, leaving her team wondering what happened and leaving Reid wondering if it had something to do with the last conversation they had. Warning this book contains sensitive subjects such as: -Murder -Death -Violence -Flashbacks -PTSD -Alcohol and Substance Use -Detailed Sex Scenes