"𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙨 , 𝙚𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝" 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 achieved #1 in #bisexual #1 in #bil #1 in #girlxgirl

~i just wanted to protect you.~ // Sequel to Lovely If you haven't read Lovely first please go do that or else this book won't make sense! This book does contain spoilers for Lovely as well so make sure you don't read this one without reading Lovely first! ~ Somewhat AU. This story may contain graphic depictions of sensitive topics such as, but not limited to; anxiety, depression, other mental illness, panic attacks, verbal abuse, self harm, etc. Every chapter containing topics such as these and others that could be considered harmful for readers will be marked with a trigger warning but you are still advised to proceed with caution. All main characters are 18+ despite the current time period the story takes place in.

"YOOO FIN WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY ABOUT USING MY-" a girl with silver hair yelled, barging into the bathroom. "Well fuck me, you're not Finneas" the girl said, looking me up and down, drawing attention to the fact that only a towel was wrapped around me. "No I'm not, so get out!" "Woah mamas, you're in my bathroom, in my home and using what smells like my body wash so how about you get the fuck out" Lord help this girl and her audacity.

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the churches old piano that was vandalised by an enraged intruder she begins to learn there is more to life than devoting herself to a book just because she is told to.

𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙢𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙚𝙭𝙩. "𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘩𝘶𝘣 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘶𝘮 ?" [might be cringey, was made in 2019.. so there's 2019 humor. ☠️] #1 in wwafawdw, eyelash & billie oconnell |ｌｏｗｅｒ ｃａｓｅ ｉｎｔｅｎｄｅｄ|

Exchange Sequel Four years later and Ellie found herself in Milan. She's happy but not content. But how could she complain? She's the personal trainer of models for Vogue in Milan, hell she's even dating one of the models. Yet she still finds herself questioning if leaving was right option four years later. Although she keeps in contact with everyone bar Billie, there's been no reason to go back until she receives a letter that bids her back... Finneas and Claudia's engagement party and eventually wedding. Will the celebration of love bring it to her or crush her even more?

Senior year, the very last year of high school. Dahlia is determined to make it her best year yet! Nothing but positivity, good memories, and lots of fun! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Doesn't sound realistic but we'll see.

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)