"You do realise none of this actually matters, right?"

she then finally chose that today was the perfect day to end her life. "I discovered that everything was temporary, and that was the hardest lesson I've ever had to learn." - trigger warning

for the people who are depressed and dirty minded. so the depressed girl and the rich playboy meet, you can guess the rest. (fillie au)

"But you wouldn't hurt a girl that's on your side?" "You wanna bet?" he says.

"Was I ever crazy? Maybe or maybe life is."

" if you're lucky " " oh, curly, i'm always lucky " -+- Part 2 of the original story: Cigarette Smoke. For more information and understanding read Part 1 of Cigarette Smoke on my page. -+- (highest ranking- #8 in #millie) (highest ranking- #2 in #cigarettesmoke)

" i'll never kiss you if you smoke. " " who said i wanted you to kiss me? " -+- A young girl with a curious mind and innocent soul stumbles upon a skeptical boy with no passion and a love for cancer sticks. Who knows what will happen when the two are engulfed in cigarette smoke. -+- (highest ranking- #1 in #milliebobbybrown) (highest ranking- #1 in #cigarette)

"i'm going out with a bang, not a whimper finn."

Nineteen-year-old Millie tries to portray the perfect life to mask the memories of her past. Walking in on her boyfriend with another woman her freshman year in college threatens that picture of perfection. Twenty-one-year-old Finn never wanted college and never expected to amount to anything, but when his mom's dying wish is for him to get his degree, he has no choice but to pretend it's what he wants too. Millie needs a fake boyfriend to get back at her ex and Finn needs cash to take care of his mom, so they strike a deal that helps them both. But what if Millie's past isn't what she thought? Soon they're trading one game for another-losing themselves in each other to forget about their pain. The more they play their game, the more it becomes the only thing they have that feels real. Both Millie and Finn know life is never easy, but neither of them expect the tragedy that threatens to end their game and rip them apart forever.