-"𝐼'𝑚 𝐴 𝐻𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑟, 𝐵𝑎𝑏𝑦. 𝐼 𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑊𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑇𝑜 𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑤. 𝐼𝑡 𝐴𝑖𝑛'𝑡 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝐵𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝐵𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑇𝑜 𝐺𝑜". 𝐵𝑦: 𝐷𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 June 2020.

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢'𝐦 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧

-"𝐈 𝐂𝐚𝐧 𝐁𝐞 𝐌𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐬 𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤, 𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐬 𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐲, 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐀𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐎𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐀 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐫... 𝐈𝐭 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐎𝐧 𝐘𝐨𝐮". -𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐞💋

It's something I can't explain just the things that you do

And I hate that you don't think I belong to you.

Amena Scott is in debt. In a lot of debt. After losing in a costly divorce, and still having to pay back loans from college. Amena is forced to work two jobs. One of her jobs is working for 5 years in the investment firm Astin Inc. Her other job to make extra funds has been a complete secret to everyone in her life. In private she works as an lingerie model for the fashion company, Dutchess Lovely. If anyone were to find out about Amena's double work life it could ruin her professional career, reputation, and relationship with her only child. Not all is dark for Amena when she gets a promotion at work, Astin Inc. Now as senior manager she can make enough soon to leave modeling but something is holding her back from completely wanting to leave. A curveball comes in her way when her promotion leads her to a new boss, Steven Lee. Steven a new employee and higher up at Astin Inc, is intimidating, cocky, and attractive. Amena's clash with Steven has to do with his entitled and narcissistic personality, but when Steven accidently finds out what Amena other job is, relationships and secret's are tested. Content Warning: Serious Themes, Sexual Content, Profanity and Emotional.

"I saved your life Kleine, how are you going to repay me," Elias Schneider said to the poor girl. "I-I-I-I never asked you to save me," Jendayi stammered out while biting her lip to prevent herself from breaking down in tears. He grabbed her by her throat roughly and squeeze it enough to lock off her oxygen. "Oh but if I didn't you wouldn't be here now would you." Tears ran down her dark skin as she struggled to breathe.

[COMPLETED] "I-I've never kissed anyone before." Matthew whispers and my eyes widen in shock. This gorgeous giant has never kissed anyone before. Then that must mean...... "Are you a virgin?" I whisper, playing with his tie as he looks up at me from his seated position with wide eyes. He gulps and I can tell he's embarrassed as his neck begins to tint red. "I am." ••• Amara Wesley, a student in her final year at university, studying English Literature becomes infatuated by her new professor, Matthew James. Matthew James is an antisocial man, with a huge scar on his cheek that would scare people off with just one look, it is difficult for him to express that deep down he is a friendly giant who wouldn't hurt a fly. He is also pulled in by Amara's playful personality and beautiful looks but they both know what they're about to do could turn into chaos. Forbidden Chaos. #1 in student / April 2021 / September 2021 #1 in loving / April 2021 / September 2021 #1 in fictional characters/ September 2021

99.999999% of the characters are black. That's it's. That's the description. Check out the sequel to this book called "How Did You Want It Again?" EDITED: 2021