Mute - the refraining of speech; temporarily speechless. "I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it-and that's all I got." No one really knew what had gone on in the deranged head of Luke's. No one knew exactly what happened to him either within the time period of this year and the last, but no one cared to learn, anyway. After all, he was mute. Always seemed as if he was, and always seemed he'd be like that forever. And the last thing someone wants to do, is talk to someone who just won't talk back.

"i don't think you know what you are doing to me." highest rankings: short story #100, fanfiction #220 ©mxxndust

Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."

Coming from 8 different schools can be tiring, exhausting actually. You tend to lose yourself along the way as well. While a young Calum Hood, tries to find his true self, survive high school, and dealing with not so minor family issues, will it lead to dramatic revelations about himself? Or maybe he always knew who he was all along, it just took the right kid to come into his life and turn it upside down. Maybe a boy perhaps? But when two different personalities and reputations collide will love really conquer all? Or will egos collide and ruin it? Or is it even " love " that is shared between the two? Calum never expected his life to take suck a drastic turn in such a short amount of time, but it has, and only time will tell what lies ahead. Luke Hemmings is more then what he makes himself out to be and boy does he have quite a role to play in Calum's life and everything is only getting started.

I wrote this a long time ago and it is quite terrible and very cringy - Luke likes to dress up. He likes pretending to be someone he's not. He likes to cross-dress. When Ashton falls for the perfect girl, how will he react when he realizes she's...a he?

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?