So, when Lara Jean from, "to all the boys I've loved before" has a crush, what does she do again😂? She writes them letters she is never going to send. She says it makes her know how strong her feelings are and blah blah blah. Honestly, I'd be telling a lie if I said I understood her concept. Anyways, if I decided to start writing letters then I guess I'd remain single forever because I don't have a mischievous little sister to help me send them out. When I have a crush I walk straight up to the guy and talk to him. I know what you're thinking; you admire my courage right? I admire it too If only it was real. See, I pull that string with all the guys at my school. Don't get me wrong, I 'm not a slut or shit. Look at that artificial girl with her tits spilling out, that's Vanessa, biggest slut of all time When I innocently mess with guys, it's only for the fun. Sometimes, I ask myself, why I keep doing this but I have no answer to that. It's just an attitude I developed a long long time ago. Now every guy in school knows my way and they either just walk away or play my game. But that new kid doesn't know it and now i'm forced to believe that he doesn't want to understand. When I signed up, this was definitely not one of the things I bargained for. My life is about to end, and all because of this stupid stupid attitude.