You are the memory the haunts Bucky, the things he did to you under hydras control. His memories of you come back hard and now he can't get you or the vile things he did you out of his head. The Winter Soldier is the only going thing that happened to you in the ten years Hydra held you against your will. Rate: R. This story will have abuse, rape, torture.

Set in Captain America Civil War, Bucky meets his new neighbor, Y/N, and there's an instant connection. Y/N brings this sense of familiarity to Bucky, and he's surprised at himself for being so comfortable with her. Will what he has done in the past drive them apart? Or will Y/N get a chance to create some memories?