An AU story about Marlena's 1993 pregnancy. The blood test was inconclusive, John sends Kristen packing, and Sami never witnessed anything. A story of healing, and the final acceptance that fate is out of our hands.

During their last stormy night at Maison Blanche John and Marlena reconnect just before Stefano takes them to his private island in the Caribbean. When they arrive, John and Marlena are forcefully separated. Stefano has John reprogrammed, making him a cold, emotionless mercenary once again. Marlena is left feeling alone and defenseless, trying to fight off Stefano's advances, while also trying to find ways to remind the man she loves of how much he cares about her.

Marlena's life has been in a slow downward spiral ever since her husband Roman came back into her life six years ago. Struggling to be the perfect wife and the perfect mother is slowly killing her. Just when she felt like she was drowning a stranger walks into her life and changes everything.