Beach City is finally safe and sound thanks to Steven and the Crystal Gems. As Steven finds, however, that as he is running out of people to help he starts to feel an empty void, one that he's pushed out of the way for a long time. Can Steven face his inner demons or will they consume him?

Steven was always good at helping others. But... what about himself? He simply thought his emotions and problems were less important than others. He didn't have time for his... he was Steven Universe! But his emotions seemed to disagree. It turns out, ignoring them... can have BAD consequences. [Written before SUF came out fully, so therefore a couple of things may be different] Started: 31 December, 2019, 10:46pm Ended: 14th May, 2022. 9:03pm, Saturday.

A simple mission that goes horribly wrong changes Stevens life forever. How will he cope with the aftermath and how will it affect his life going forward?