Ever since the death of his father, Billie Joe was told to not speak of it. Not a single word. Billie was trained to hide his feelings, thoughts, and emotions. It only got worse in his teenage years when his step father got involved. That was something Billie Joe was more than afraid to talk about. He became silenced, only causing his friends, Mike and Tré, to worry about him. Even this didn't bring Billie to say anything. Nothing could.

Adrienne is fed up with Billie Joe's irresponsibility with alcohol. He still thinks he can be crazy like he used to be when he was younger. But she needs a mature man who she can grow old with. She breaks his heart. BJ is devastated, but a savior with a secret shows up. Will Tré make Billie's life complete again? P.S. This story is only a fan fiction. Be prepared that some information could not be real. Enjoy! xx

"Please Billie, put it down!" I screamed at him. My heart was beating out of my chest and my eyes were so swollen from crying I could swear they were going to burst. "If you care for me at all, you will put that down..." I pointed at him and waited to see what he would do next. My hand was shaking and yet, I tried to hide the fact that standing there was killing me. And soon enough, I saw Billie's body fall to the floor, taking all my hope with him. He was fine. He was fine yesterday. He was happy. He laughed. He was moving forward. He had a goal. He talked about the future. He was in love. He was happy. Wasn't he?

Hey X-Kid, bombs away! Here goes nothing, the shouting's over and out, over and out, over and over and out! It all started after the iHeartRadio performance back in 2012. That's when it started to get really bad. That's when my already shitty life took a turn for the worse... "I'm sorry Mike and Tré, but I can't do this anymore. I can't live with the guilt, the pain... I'm sorry, but this is goodbye... Here goes nothing..." ************************************************ •Set in 2012, just after the release of ¡Uno!, ¡Dos!, ¡Tré!• [[Contains drug and alcohol references, strong language and themes of suicide... You have been warned...]]