Brendon is currently in a relationship with Dallon but is constantly being reminded of when he was with Ryan.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

Brendon loses the one he loves the most. Will he ever find him?

Just some Ryden stuff I imagined up. It's confusing, I'll tell you that much.

Brendon Urie meets the new kid at school. Ryan Ross. They hit it off with their similarities in music, but each of them have a secret... They end up dating, going through hell, deaths, depression, and lots and lots of sex. They're so passionately in love with each other, they practically try to 'Out-Do' each other in surprises. Ryan tends to get one surprise that Brendon would've never thought of, and it changes their lives forever.

Cover by @20dollaruriebleed

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NOT my story! Had permission to post, so here it is!