THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered

Jungkook has always been happy, smiling at every fan meet and TV show. Loved by his hyungs and fans, he couldn't be better. But, what happens when the CEO of the company tells him that he needs to make some changes? Will he still be able to smile? Warning: This story contains self harm, eating disorders, and other elements which may be uncomfortable for the reader. Read at your own risk. Thank you.

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑡 𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑. ... 𝑇𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔! 𝐴𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝐴𝑂𝟥 & 𝐴𝐹𝐹

Jungkook, Maknae of BTS, was always happy and perfectly fine. Never seemed to be bothered by anything and never the one to give up anything. At least that is what he wants everyone to think. But truth be told: he was not ok. Not after what has been going on. Not after all the time he has spent alone. Not after he broke into a million tiny pieces. _______________________________ This Story is completely fictional. Anything that is happening in here does not involve any real happenings. Do not harass anyone for anything happening and written in this book. ❗️This book can trigger, please read at own risk. ❗️Angst involved. I Do Not get paid in any way but through your love ♥ Started: 05/13/18 Completed: - © Storyline by @ahlpa_wp © Story Cover by @ahlpa_wp !Do not plagiarize! #1 suicidalthoughts [111518] #1 lonely [112318] #1 jungkookcentric [120318] #1 anxietydisorder [041819]