dear chuuya, you're glowing like a glass heart. |started: 14 01 20| |finished: 03 11 20| highest rank: #375 out of #18,3k in letters

the one where dazai meets a girl and drowns in her ocean feelings. |dazai osamu x fem!reader| cover made by my wonderful friend ji: @nyumpanman

d. osamu x reader ONE-SHOTS | The death drive, known as Todestrieb in German, is the drive towards death and destruction; such are aggression, compulsion, self-destructiveness. And you, the love of his life, the fragile sparrow bone in his calloused palm, stand before him as though he is not prepared to split his heart open with a knife, ensconce you within and slather honey on the wound; that you will live and not inhabit another. He enlivens all within you the ecstatic instinct for destruction. He, split and unravelling before you, crushes you in his grip, throws himself against your ribs, afraid that you are nothing but a cruel manifestation of his self-destructiveness.

Kokichi Ouma is a victim of this rare disease called; Hanahaki. Even if the flowers are beautiful, it makes him suffocate. Each passing month, weeks and now even days, his health deteriorates. Once Kokichi laid eyes on a particular detective, he fell hard. It physically hurts him seeing his crush fall for someone else.

𝐃azai x reader | They say that the act of learning, not being, but learning, to be human is linked with imitation, linked with role-modelling: meaning, a human being only became a human being by imitating others. And yet, why did you feel so "other"? You can't do this any more. You want to wake up. This is just another manifestation of your execration: your reality is just another nightmare. The vengeful God, implanted in your belly by the decadence around you, will be eaten in the maelstrom of grief and loneliness.

❝a better world, somewhere❞

𝖱𝖤𝖰𝖴𝖤𝖲𝖳𝖲 𝖮𝖯𝖤𝖭: ❝𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 , 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 , 𝗌𝗈 𝗎𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗍𝖾𝖽𝗅𝗒 , 𝗍𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗋𝗂𝗌𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋❞ 𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙏𝘼𝙄𝙉𝙎: • 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 • 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍 • 𝗆𝗈𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗇 𝖺𝗎 • 𝖺𝗎'𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅 • 𝗇𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗇𝗌/𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍𝗌 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙆𝘼𝙁𝙆𝘼 𝘼𝙎𝘼𝙂𝙄𝙍𝙄 𝖼𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝗒 𝘮𝘦

despair is in not dying; it is a sickness of the worst kind // bsd oneshots.