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[OLD] Learning to be Strong Alone // unORDINARY Fanfiction - Pt. 1 by Thatisapiano
[OLD] Learning to be Strong Alone // unORDINARY Fanfiction - Pt. 1
Thatisapiano
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[OLD VERSION // THE NEW VERSION IS IN A SEPERATE BOOK ON MY ACCOUNT] "𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 . . . 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥. 𝘐𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘰𝘣𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵, 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵, 𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯. 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺." .................................................................... John had sacrificed everything to be able to stand on that podium and have people bow down at his feet. He had to sacrifice his sanity, his life, and his soulmate, only to become further more hated and lost among the crowd of his peers where he had stood alone. The hole he dug is deep, the only way out being up, but his shovel isn't able to carry out the dreaded task of fixing his mistakes when the pile of dirt has always sat out of his reach. He's gone now - he left with the wind and into the murky depths of Wellston's fastest river - famed for the suicides of lonely souls. But... What if there was another way out? .................................................................... 1500+ word chapters every my (NZ) Sunday [Suicide warning] [Mature language] A little bit of plot, inspired by: @RainielCatapang7's 'The Death of Joker' (It's really good and if you want to find it easily, it's in my reading list)
It's Just Magic by AzelmaandEponine
It's Just Magic
AzelmaandEponine
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Canada gets America to open up to him about why he's so averse to magic.
The Impossible Death by DeceitMe
The Impossible Death
DeceitMe
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Deceit is not okay. He hasn't been for quite some time. The others try to help and understand, but they may be too late. GENERAL WARNINGS -- self harm, suicide, depression, sympathetic deceit
The snake and the Twin. by DragonKnightInWhite
The snake and the Twin.
DragonKnightInWhite
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Cover art by: bubblebozo in Instagram ------- Remus just LOVES causing trouble, but what will be do when someone else is giving him trouble?
Too Many Regrets (Aether/Diluc) [COMPLETED] by thaoslikespie
Too Many Regrets (Aether/Diluc) [COMPLETED]
thaoslikespie
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Genshin impact fanfic Aether x Diluc Aether saves Teyvat but at what cost? When the travel shows up on Dawn Winery's door, covered in dirt and blood, Diluc does his best to help him.
The Reunion's Aftermath: UnOrdinary Arlo x John  by Pleasant_Illusion
The Reunion's Aftermath: UnOrdinary Arlo x John
Pleasant_Illusion
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If waking up with a hangover in an unfamiliar room was terrible enough, there's also John lying beside him on the bed, naked. Set 4 years after UnOrdinary. A fanfic in which Arlo and John pretends to be missing to save both of their reputation
Almost Heaven by QueenOfTheSith
Almost Heaven
QueenOfTheSith
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Alfred Jones, the personification of the United States of America, is done. He is done with all of the other countries. He is done with being called names all of the time. Overall, America is done with his life. He is tired of being the laughingstock of the world. He is tired of trying to pretend everything is okay . . . Because it's not. Everything is not okay. So what does America do when he is confronted and his false smiles and webs upon webs of lies start to deteriorate? Simple - he runs away. He runs away to the last place that anybody would expect to find him. He runs away from his responsibilities, because he simply cannot handle them anymore. America runs away from the world, and, in doing so, manages to find a light where he thought there would be none. But would this light be enough to help America?
Forbidden Flowers (On HIATUS) by AceAsCakes
Forbidden Flowers (On HIATUS)
AceAsCakes
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The insults, they constantly tortured him, making his mind slip into the gentle, yet deadly, grasp of depression. They made him feel worthless. They made him feel unloved. Then they started yet again... ⚠️Warnings⚠️ - Depression - Homosexuality - Possible self-harm - Fluff Let's be honest, here. If Hetalia belonged to me, it'd be so much more angsty. I AIN'T GONNA GET SUED TODAY Guys! I got a cover redraw done by @big_ol_loser. I would personally like to thank them.
A Hero Without Flaws {Hetalia} by moonlitenby
A Hero Without Flaws {Hetalia}
moonlitenby
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America - The bubbly, happy, hamburger loving nation. A guy like him can never be upset or down... Right? It's hard to be happy when everybody is against that. It's also hard to love yourself when it seems like nobody else loves you. {Note: **TRIGGER WARNING!!! There is a lot of stuff dealing with eating disorders, possible self harm, and possible mention of suicide!** Ps: I don't have depression or an eating disorder or anything, I've just done research on it!}