You're one of the few female stormtroopers stationed at Starkiller base. When Captain Phasma gives you a mysterious assignment, you find your path crossed with Kylo Rens. Warnings! Language Heavy smut and sexual situations Slight emotional distress Inappropriate use of the Force Taking what I want from canon and leaving the rest ;)

READ BEFORE STARTING After a lost career opportunity and a terrible breakup, going back home, to the town of your childhood, feels almost like taking 2 steps backwards. But sometimes walking into the past can bring something new for the future. You knew Philip Altman from back in high school, and his reputation preceded him, but he wouldn't make you fall for him with his suave words and his charming smile. But what if he falls for you? ~~~~ This is going to be a heavy smut fanfic, please be mindful when reading, i will put warnings at the start of the chapters though. This fanfic is based on the characters from the film This is Where i Leave You, i do not own the rights of any of this characters.

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.

"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning