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Dosage of Serotonin by inksteady
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Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.
Defying the King [IU #1] by soziologie
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Chord doesn't like dealing with other people unless they are the first one to initiate. He doesn't like other people to boss him and he'll definitely not back down from any challenge. Zones A-Z. Pawns. Regulars. Council of Five. Project Royalty. Typical is definitely not included in the list of words that describe Imperial University. Definitely, it is far from it. For in this school, the king's word is obviously a law. But the greatest question is, "Who will dare defy a king?" _ [Imperial University: Defying The King] Date Started: 02/01/17 Date Finished: 12/24/18 This book was written in 2017. Proceed with caution.
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It Ends With A Sunset  by Filocalist
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jacob & brent bl | on-going
Always Been My Greatest by Filocalist
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tristan & paulo bl | complete
Under The Silver Light  by Filocalist
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cedrix & ishan bl | complete
Strings Not Too Attached by Filocalist
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rave & cadence bl | complete
That Boy, Aidan Josh by anxiousady
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aidan x maurice
Glasses And Cigarettes by anxiousady
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joshia x adonis
Lies Beneath The Clouds (Summer Of Lies #1) by Farfalia
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(This is a BL story!)
Solstice Fantasy by lovemosie
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Lexi, a trans woman learning how to bloom her dry desires by surfing to her lustful escapades in dating every man who shows an inch of affection believing it might finally fill the emptiness inside her. Yet while she builds her name through her fashion artistry and creative influence to the modern media, she meets Jaq-a law student 'handsome as hell', sadistic, and egotistical-maniac who has a great skill of making her life even more complicated. By the time Lexi realized she had made a deal with the devil, there was no turning back from their fake dating contract. With this heated uncertainty, she tries to erase their number one rule: no falling in love. Is breaching their contract really enough to break their fantasies, or is it really too late to amend the laws of their hearts? Youthful Series 2.