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Dosage of Serotonin by inksteady
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Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.
Defying the King [IU #1] by soziologie
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Chord doesn't like dealing with other people unless they are the first one to initiate. He doesn't like other people to boss him and he'll definitely not back down from any challenge. Zones A-Z. Pawns. Regulars. Council of Five. Project Royalty. Typical is definitely not included in the list of words that describe Imperial University. Definitely, it is far from it. For in this school, the king's word is obviously a law. But the greatest question is, "Who will dare defy a king?" _ [Imperial University: Defying The King] Date Started: 02/01/17 Date Finished: 12/24/18 This book was written in 2017. Proceed with caution.
It Ends With A Sunset  by Filocalist
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BL story. (ON HOLD) Sweet Serenade Series
Always Been My Greatest by Filocalist
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BL story. (Complete) Tristan x Paulo Sweet Serenade Series #3
Under The Silver Light  by Filocalist
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BL story. (UNEDITED VERSION) Ishan x Cedrix COMPLETE Sweet Serenade Series #2
Strings Not Too Attached by Filocalist
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BL story. (Complete) Raven x Cadence Sweet Serenade Series #1
That Boy, Aidan Josh by anxiousady
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anxious boys series #2
Glasses And Cigarettes by anxiousady
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anxious boys series #1
Lies Beneath The Clouds (Summer Of Lies #1) by Farfalia
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(This is a BL story!) Lee Hyeonjae didn't do attachments. Short-tempered, guarded, and reckless, he went through life like it owed him something, leaving chaos behind, thinking people were messy and exhausting. Except Calisto Theophile Salvatierro. Calm, steady, untouchable, a nursing student who seemed to care about nothing and no one, not even Leon. Annoyingly free. Leon tried to shrug it off. He told himself it meant nothing. But every smile, every look, every little thing Calisto did got under his skin. He didn't want to feel it. He didn't want to admit it. Friends made sense. Anything more? Impossible. Yet in quiet moments, in teasing jokes, in those tiny ways Calisto actually cared, Leon couldn't ignore it. Some truths stayed hidden. Some feelings refused to be faced. And all the lies beneath the clouds waited.
Solstice Fantasy by lovemosie
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Lexi, a transwoman burdened with her greatest life transition as a woman and as a sophomore, finds her escapades of giving guilty pleasure to men. But when the sadistic egotistical law student maniac bewildered her, she knew that he's the man who'll bring all her karma back. The two made an engagement, to be his fake girlfriend, a tie for their necessities and desires. With this roaring uncertainty, is breaching their contract really enough to break rules of their heart? Solstice Fantasy is about a college coming out story that defines the life hurdles of being a transwoman trapped in expectations, lustful desires, and change. Youthful Series 2.