"stop being a tease!" "I thought you wanted it Sammy" "well, yes- no! ugh just stop!" "if you say so.." Colby says a smirk still plastered on his face slapping Sam's butt as he walks away - Sam has been in love with his best friend, Colby, ever since they met and one day Colby finds out and decides to tease him even though he doesn't like him that way or so he thought he didn't...

This is my first ever fanfiction and is also my first J2 story. If I Stay is the first book within the trilogy, followed by Will You Stay, the Forever and Always. Hope you enjoy ;)

Jensen Ackles had been pining after Jared Padalecki since the moment he laid eyes on the guy in his freshman year. But instead of talking to him, he pours all his hearts and feelings out on his blog under the name as J, all in the forms of poems and letters written to Jay. But when someone finds out J goes to their high-school and realizes that Jay is Jared, the news gets spread like wildfire. And not only is that one of the craziest occurrences to ever happen to him, but Jared's also began to show some interest in Jensen as well. Will Jensen come clean to Jared as J, or will J's identity remain hidden?

For over a decade, Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles have lived in the skin of fictional brothers, their bond lauded as one of TV's most iconic partnerships. But when the cameras stop rolling and the world stops watching, something quieter, something real lingers between them. One late-night shoot peels back the final layer of performance, exposing a moment too honest to ignore. As they navigate the fallout, tabloid rumors, fan speculation, and their own fears, Jared and Jensen must confront the truth they've both kept buried: maybe their greatest love story isn't written in any script. But fame doesn't forgive easily, and friendship doesn't always survive honesty. In a world built on illusion, can two men brave enough to play heroes on screen risk becoming something more off of it?

Jensen Ackles never expected his quiet Twitter account to become his favorite late-night entertainment. As the world's hottest rockstar, he keeps fan interactions to a minimum, until one particular account catches his attention. The guy behind it doesn't fawn or beg for selfies. Instead, he tweets absurd, laugh-out-loud things like asking Jensen to "break his neck," and Jensen finds himself waiting for the next post like it's the highlight of his day. On a whim, Jensen invites the mysterious fan to one of his concerts, assuming it'll be nothing more than a funny story to tell. What he doesn't expect is for the fan to actually show up nor that the face in the crowd will be Jared Padalecki, a whirlwind of charm, mischief, and unshakable confidence. One night under the stage lights sparks something that neither of them saw coming: a connection louder than the music, and a story wilder than any tweet could capture.

After coming out as gay, Jared's world shatters when his parents, his alpha and omega, reject his truth and push him away from the pack he's called home his whole life. With heartbreak in his chest and no pack to call his own, he accepts a quiet position as head librarian in the sleepy coastal town of Port Aransas. It's a fresh start, even if he's not sure how to begin again. But Jared never expected Jensen. Soft-spoken, gentle, and fiercely protective of the tiny humans in his preschool class, Jensen Ackles is the kind of omega Jared never thought he'd have the right to want, especially not when Jensen carries scars of his own and a past just as heavy. What begins as cautious friendship becomes something deeper, sweeter, and undeniable. In a town full of sea salt and second chances, Jared starts to wonder if the mate he's always dreamed of might be closer than he ever imagined. Because sometimes, family is found not born and love isn't something you earn. It's something you deserve.

Jensen Ackles is a laid-back alpha with a good life, a steady career, and the quiet hope that someday he'll meet his fated mate. But he's never felt the pressure, after all, fate works on its own schedule. What he didn't expect was that schedule to include him accidentally running over a ridiculously gorgeous omega with stormy hazel eyes and a stubborn streak a mile wide. Jared Padalecki wasn't looking for love when he stepped off that curb, he certainly wasn't looking for an alpha's bumper. But the moment he locks eyes with the man who hits him, his world shifts. Literally and biologically. Now there's heat, pheromones, and a hell of a lot of awkward tension. As Jensen scrambles to take care of the omega he may or may not have permanently traumatized (and lowkey fallen for), Jared has to decide if he's ready to trust an alpha with his heart... especially one with questionable driving skills. Love might not always come softly, but sometimes it crashes in.

New kid Jared soon becomes friends with Jensen, the biggest badass at school. He's invited everywhere with this dude. He's popular and everything, but he soon relizes his true feelings for Jensen. When all hell breaks loose will he lose his best friend? J2

John decides to take his boys on a hunting trip. Sam's first one. They're after something in the lake, but John wants just Sam and Dean on the boat, wanting to see how the boys will handle. What happens when Sam, who can't quite swim, falls in?

Dean has loved Sam since he went to get him from the college