Musings of someone who has nothing but her thoughts to keep her company. What do you make of them? Each part or "chapter" are stand alone thoughts and have no connection to any of the ones before and after them. So go through the list of contents and pick out whatever title you'd like to read. Hope you like it♡ I would love to read any comments and thoughts on what you think about these musings or if it made you think of a time that wasn't so pleasant. But my dear readers all you need to know is that you're not alone. Even if it feels like you are. Have hope. I know it's easier said than done. I know how everyday can be a battle and every tomorrow a reminder that life can be tiresome and that there's still a long way to go but every moment of your life is precious. Sending love from an anon "author."♡ If you liked any one of the little musings, please vote or comment c: it really helps out an author like me to reach more readers and help out maybe even just one more person with my silly words ( ^ω^ ) Thank you! (credits to the owners/photographers of the pictures and art pieces plus some of my own?)

✿ Like sunflowers I want to grow in the places where there is melliflous poetry, soft anxiety, imbue art, ethereal canvas, wild fleurs, iridescent galaxies and nefarious stars ✿ [Ranked highest #1 in poems] ACHIEVEMENTS ♡ #1 in writings on 16.01.2019 ♡ #2 in thoughts on 17.01.2019 ♡ #1 in poems on 17.01.2019 ♡ #1 in quotes on 18.01.2019 ♡ #1 in poem on 16.01.2019

Don't live someone else's life. It is important to know that life can slip through your fingers just when you think you have it all under control. Is it so hard for you to see what makes you so UNIQUE? Are you going through HELL? Do you HOPE for a better life ? What do you BELIEVE in ? Who have you, placed your FAITH on ? In a sick and twisted way life always finds a way to mess with you, no matter the circumstances. But aren't you exhausted of always doing what others want you to? It is about damn time all of us learnt we are not alone! ⚠️ *trigger warning some poems can contain depressing and violent content so if that makes you uncomfortable don't read. 🛑Btw thoroughly editing.

"Dreaming, Maybe I'm still breathing" Just a collection of poems I've wrote or I'll write... A place for me where I can express my thoughts and feelings about various things that matter to me and affect me... If you care about these things you are free to read my book...

Here are the poems that came from my head and my heart.

"drowning in the past dreading the future" [A Work in Progress]

feelings. cover: @oldflavours

Sophie Allen is a Pre-Med student, a hard worker, and head over heels in love with her long-time boyfriend, Bryce Harrison. Bryce Harrison is a baseball jock, a lover of the movie Hairspray, and head over heels in love with his long-tie girlfriend, Sophie Allen. That is, until Bryce's world is turned upside down with the big-C. A cancer diagnosis. What does it mean to love someone unconditionally? And just how far would you go for the person that you love? Sophie is about to find out.

Nerdy Dakota Evans makes the biggest mistake of her life by falling in love with her best friend, Aaron Ford. Despite coming from entirely different cliques in school, will their relationship have a chance? *** In a high school where everyone belongs to cliques, nerdy and boyish Dakota Evans' friendship with basketball jock, Aaron Ford, becomes a big issue. Aaron's highly protective of Dakota and doesn't realize that she's in love with him. With their friendship eventually going on the rocks, will Aaron finally realize his true feelings for Dakota before it's too late? [[word count: 90,000-100,000 words]]

Brando Hallward is stuck on a transatlantic flight with his ex when he meets the suave Daxten Lowe. Maybe his luck is about to change. ***** Arriving desperately late for his flight, Brando Hallward discovers it's delayed but still manages to make a fool of himself in front of his ex. His luck changes when he scores a dinner with the suave Daxten Lowe. The two bond before climbing onto the same flight, where they continue their flirtation through the planes onboard messaging system. Brando is nervous, but soon Daxten brings him up to the first class lounge where their romance begins to blossom. However, dangerous blocks of turbulence rock the plane, causing injuries throughout it. Plus, Brando's ex is becoming increasingly jealous. Something is wrong, both with the plane and with Brando's life, but will these moments with Daxten be enough to make everything alright? [[2018 Watty Award Winner]] [[word count: 70,000-80,000 words]]