"...I'm not really afraid anymore" he said a bit quietly. "Afraid of what?" I asked him slowly. "I'm not really afraid to say that I have feelings for you..."

First, he was the guy standing outside in his undies during a fire evacuation, and then he was the guy who invited me to coffee at two in the morning, and then he became the guy who meant something, and then he became the guy that taught me to trust again. Finally, he became the one I loved. He became a lot of things, but what was to become of us?

❝ we don't live in a fairytale. we live in a tragedy. ❞ icarus made the mistake of flying too close to the sun, but it was the best mistake he ever made. - neil does not die in this story - #1 in #neilperry | 7.24.20.

❝ our dreamless rest for evermore we keep. ❞ in which the girl who has all the potential in the world moves into welton academy, finding love, friendship and acceptance. ( dead poets society ) ( agentsofcarter, 2021)