TRIGGER WARNING!! Abusive scenes, containing torture and r*pe and graphic descriptions of human body insides. What if Hook never came back to life? Now both Emma and Regina end up in dark places. Emma has to deal with a depression and the battle inside Regina only grows larger. Regina decides to split herself and get rid her evil half, but doesn't succeed. The Evil Queen is ready to play and who is a better playing mate than Emma? She captures her, she can have some fun. But does that mean fun for Emma too? The only one who would be able to save her has to be Regina. But what does it take to get Emma back? Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters or the setting.

Emma Swan thought that falling for a guy, at first sight, was impossible, until one day she met Killian Jones aboard a train. The strong and unexpected connection they both feel will lead them to experience love as they never had before. During the way, they will have to face a wave of obstacles that will stand between their happiness, including a past situation in Emma's life. Will they be capable to overcome them? Or will they break them apart? A story of passion with a small pinch of mystery based on the Once Upon A Time characters.

Emma has never been one of the popular kids in school never had any friends and had never had a boyfriend. She is now in University and still nothing has changed sometimes she just feels like no one wants her around any more and feels the need to just put an end to her misery. Captainswan AU