a trixya lesbian au. two girls from broken homes meet in a group therapy session. trixie is a healing victim. katya is a recovering perpetrator. sometimes you need to break to be put back together. (The characters of Trixie Mattel & Katya Zamolodchikova do not belong to me; they belong to Brian Furkis and Brian McCook respectively)

aes•the•tic (/iːsˈθɛtɪk,ɛsˈθɛtɪk/): adjective concerned with the beauty or the appreciation of beauty

Playing around with fire gets you burned.

Katya is the 23 year old painter who has a haunting past. Trixie is the 21 year old anxiety filled girl with the broken will to live. They live in the same apartment complex. What happens when two broken girls meet while doing laundry? A friendship and bond forms. But both have secrets that keep them from fighting for a better life. Both have hangups that they think are too big to be forgiven. Or Katya fears for Trixie and wants to make her happy in anyway that she can. Trixie locks herself away from Katya, mentally and emotionally. It is enough to stop Katya from fighting to show Trixie how beautiful she really is? There are mentions of abuse, self-esteem issues, self-hate, self-harm, body shaming, and drug abuse in this story. I do not own any of these lovely characters💕💕This song is based off of the song Must have been the wind by Alec Benjamin. (Completed story)

"Stay!" I grabbed his arm as he turned to leave. "Please." In all honesty there was a part of me that wanted him to say no. My mind was split into two parts. • "Stay! Please." I found myself repeating him. "I wasn't leaving. I'm just getting you some dry clothes." The person in the room said before leaving my side and retuning moment later. • Cover is original broken art. Instagram in my bio. • There's smut, drug use, cuteness, swearing excessively, heartbreak (unfortunately I also now have to add death (and a very large nod to suicide and suicidal thoughts(and rape.....))) and probs more that I have forgotten. Be careful. THIS IS YOUR ONLY WARNING FOR MOST TRIGGERS! I encourage you to engage with the story. Comment your opinions, jokes or correct my typos. Or just say 'I... just farted.' I will normally respond. I also realise the timeline is fucked. And that I'm a bad author who does't care for the readers feelings. Sorry bout it.

A love story... and that's all I'm saying!

a trixya lesbian au. one where Trixie is a shy junior & Katya is an outspoken senior. one where someone gets a crush. one where they have a good time. (The characters of Trixie Mattel & Katya Zamolodchikova do not belong to me; they belong to Brian Furkis and Brian McCook respectively)

anxiety /aŋˈzʌɪəti/ noun a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome.