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Bruises on My Heart by MysteryQuio333
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This is a ninjago bruiseship fanfic that is heavily Jay-centric. The first three chapters are very slow. I'm sorry, I'm learning about how to carry a story better. You can skip to there if you'd like. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* --self-harm, suicidal thoughts, self-destructive actions-- -Mention's of SA -Torture -Will add more as they come -Lots of Jay angst! Jay is suffering from PTSD from Skybound, and he and Nya have parted ways. Jay struggles to keep up and find self-worth while Cole tries struggles to accept his feelings. Nadakhan returns, and Jay feels like he is going insane. This time, Nadakhan has new tricks up his sleeve and new desires only Jay will suffice. Nadakhan steals ancient relics and uses it to turn the team against Jay. But maybe it was Jay who turned on them. -There will be a short Nya/Jay/Cole love triangle, and definite Evil!Jay. -This is a big fat work in progress that I am doing just for fun.
Enflamed (a Ninjago Fanfic) by PebbleInDaSea
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After the tournament of elements Kai struggles to find balance between his dark side and his good side. After the ninja are faced with a new enemy that sees potential in Kai's dark side, will he be able to learn to control him power or will he fall to the darkness? Best Ribbons: #1 in SenseiWu #14 in Ninjago
The world he deserved  by Brookejjlg19
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The World He Deserved After a battle that should have been his last, Kai is torn from everything he knows and thrown into a world that's already lost. There are no ninja. No team. No one coming to save the day. In this broken dimension, villains rule without resistance, cities lie in ruins, and hope is nothing more than a distant memory. For the first time, Kai is truly alone-and the only one strong enough to fight back. At first, he burns brighter than ever, determined to fix a world that isn't his. But war without end changes people. With no one to ground him, no one to remind him who he used to be, Kai begins to shift. His fire grows harsher. His choices become darker. Mercy turns into weakness-and weakness doesn't survive here. He becomes what the world needs... but not who he was. So when a portal finally opens-a way home, a chance to return to the people who still believe in him-Kai hesitates. Because part of him isn't sure he deserves to leave. And part of him isn't sure he wants to.
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Vengeful Fire (Possessed Kai ninjago fanfic(last chapters in the works!)) by HollowWind087
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When the ninja go to the cave of the first spinjitzu master. Kai successfully gets Lloyd back and breaks the realm crystal, stoping Morro's plan as he has destroyed the key to bringing the prememint to Ninjago. Morro takes control of Kai and plans to use him and his element to destroy the ninjas and Ninjago. But can wu or the ninja stop Morro and maybe help him or will a new evil rise? (Art on the cover belongs to me)
The Pain Within The Flame by Brookejjlg19
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When Kai finally returns from the Land of Monsters, everyone expects him to come back the same fiery, fearless ninja they remember. But they're wrong. Something in him shattered out there, and now he's fighting battles no one else can see-depression that drags him down, BPD-like emotions that swing too fast to control, and PTSD that turns every shadow into a threat. He tries to hide it behind jokes, behind training, behind that trademark smirk... but cracks are starting to show. Nightmares. Anger that sparks too easily. Moments where he feels like he's slipping away from himself. And when his friends realise the truth, everything changes Lloyd won't stop worrying, Cole becomes his quiet anchor, Jay tries to bring back the light he's lost, and Nya refuses to let her brother fall apart alone. But healing isn't easy. Trust isn't simple. And telling the story of what really happened in the Land of Monsters might break him before it saves him. Because sometimes even the strongest fire burns out-unless someone is there to help reignite it. Warning ⚠️ very emotional and depressing The cover is not mine but the book is inspired from aly jxa "I'm fine,don't worry." Great book btw
The time he lost  by Brookejjlg19
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When a dangerous mission goes wrong, the ninja make a split-second decision-open a portal, stop the threat, and get out. But not everyone makes it back. Kai is left behind. On the other side, time doesn't work the same. What feels like hours to the team becomes years for him. Years of surviving alone. Years of fighting. Years of becoming someone harder... colder... and far more dangerous than they remember. So when the portal finally reopens and Kai returns, he isn't the same person who was lost. His body is marked with scars, his instincts sharper, his silence heavier. He fights like he has nothing left to lose-because, in his mind, he already lost everything. And worst of all... he doesn't trust them anymore. Because when it mattered most- they left him behind. Now the ninja face a new mission: not saving the world... but saving Kai from the version of himself that the other world created.
(✓) «Blue Feather» ¶ A Ninjago AU by Mixfruit_Milk
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⟨Started on: 04/12/2023 Ended: 13/04/2024⟩ [cover drawn by me :3 ] **TW: Blood, angst, eating disorders and panic attacks ** 🔥-💦-🔥-💦 Kai was abandoned at the monastery and master Wu took him in and trained him with his other pupils and nephew. He soon finds out that he is an elemental master and that he is destined to protect Ninjago. Kai grew to love his quirky family, but deep inside he wished that they were related by blood, a bond stronger than elemental powers. But life just keeps throwing rocks- no, large boulders right at him sometimes; When one twilight he meets a mysterious assassin who gets infamous as the Blue Feather beacuse of a pin always in her hair being two vibrant blue feathers. She gives the ninja trouble and always manages to knock them down to their knees on every encounter. But Kai doesn't think of her the same way as everyone else does; he knows that there's more to the supposed cold-blooded killer she is- especially when he makes a surprising connection to something dear to him. But when other forces above the assassin makes their move, everything just get ten times more complicated for the ninja and Kai. Most stories have happy endings with love and peace. Maybe this one will be that way or maybe everyone bit more than they could chew... 💦 -🔥- 💦 -🔥 [A slightly different AU. Some lava and llorumi here and there but 👀 Basically siblings bonding and fluff] rankings: -- #2 in KAIXCOLE (5/04/24) -- #1 in kaininjago (13/05/24)
Lost control by markoman
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This story is a fanfic of Lego ninjago Kai Smith who loses control over his powers causing 50% of the new ninjago city to burn down, this story will have mentions of lava ship if you don't like it you can either skip or not read, thank you :) Sorry for all the spelling mistakes! I just now re-read the story and noticed how many there are but I won't be fixing them anytime seen cuz I'm too lazy and I'm pretty busy this week! Also a reminder that english isn't my first language so I make mistakes quite often 🥲
By the Hand of a Thief by squidneyxd
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Jay Walker never knew the whole truth about his mother. No one did, really. She was a figment of the past, a historical figure whose entire life was shrouded. She was just known for her son and his legendary accomplishments. Even her husband barely left behind a trace of her existence. But Storm Lightning was far more than Jay's mother. And her entire life was kept secret for a reason. Jay wasn't allowed to know the truth about her... because the truth could kill him. Ninjago is in danger. And the only way to save it is to rewrite the future. This was all by the hand of a thief. #NinjagoDeparted
Runaway by marshmellowbos3
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Coles life before the ninja was sad, complicated and traumatising. Forced into a life he didn't want. Until he finally escaped that nightmare and met the ninja. However, Cole's past follows him and starts to really complicate things...will the ninja discover about Cole's past? Who comes back to haunt cole? Does this story end happily or tragically? ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ VERY SENSITIVE STUFF IN THIS BOOK. READ WITH CAUTION. ⚠️