How can I love the person when I am only a friend to him? How can I live everyday watching my best friends are happily in love? That I need to lock away my feelings and throw away the key to where I can't find it anymore? And how will I ever contain this feelings of mine and just move on? How will I ever change myself and forget these feelings inside me? I DON'T KNOW! All I know is that I need to get away from here. Yep, I should.