❝I bet I can make you feel pain.❞ ❝I'd like to see you try.❞

A story in which Harry writes letters to Louis for 100 days to try to get over him. *TW: DV, SUICIDE, SELF HARM*

After Louis attempted suicide the doctors sent him to a rehab center where he can get therapy. Although Louis promised Harry to never cut the contact between them, something happens that will change everything . What will happen when Harry writes Louis letters. Letters that Louis will receive after it's too late.

"Maybe I should just leave the band, eh?" "That's what I've been telling you all along you dickhead. What's keeping you here?" "A fucking contract." "Well, so once the contract ends you're gone?" Louis inquired. "Yes. I'm not saying goodbye, and I'm never looking back." **** Larry Stylinson as a romance? Ha ha. Sorry Larry shippers, it's all an act. Louis hates Harry. Harry hates that Louis hates him. Harry finally came out.. To the world. He announced that he had a boyfriend named Will. Louis Tomlinson changed after that interview.. Everything did. Louis pushes Harry around and hurts him emotionally and physically. Harry wants everything back to normal. But how can that happen if everything has changed so much? Copyrighted © larrywanks

Sequel to Better Off Dead. After getting released from the institution, the boys have to deal with 'normal' life. Can they do it? Or will they retreat to their old ways? Trigger warning: self-harm, depression, eating disorder, anxiety, talk of abuse, sexual harassment. Individual warning will be placed at the beginning of every chapter.

Dear Louis; in which harry is lonely and needs to talk to the love of his life again...

"..i just want to be skinny, harry!" louis cried out to his love. [lowercase intended]

It all started with the headaches. Harry's fine, he thought just so so tired. My own rendition of the iconic Cold Blue Water fic.

••complete 2014•• nothing can last forever