'Death? In every photograph?' 'Well, every portrait...' ~ Alma takes photographs at parties, at her studio and for prestigious commissions. She's critically respected and highly sought after, but her photographs are only meant to capture a transient moment - there can be no messy entanglements, no interplay of emotions. But Alma and Matty are utterly fascinated by each other, against their better judgement. So when she takes his photograph, what is she really capturing? And what is she taking for herself? PLEASE NOTE - this story is pretty kinky and there is mature content all the way through, although chapters with explicit sex scenes will be marked with an asterisk*. CW for discussions of eating habits, nothing disordered but would rather give the warning than not. Part Two coming soon...

Life was never easy for Alyssa and Matty, there always seemed to be something testing their relationship. 2020 is no exception to that. A tour, new album and a one year old to raise should be difficult enough but throw in a pandemic to raise the pressure. 3rd book in series, read the other two first: FOREVER, YOURS AM I YOURS? All scenarios are fiction.

Wary of the decadence and skewed morals that her burgeoning music career might impose upon her, Joanna feels out of place at the rite-of-passage Notting Hill party her new manager has invited her to, until she encounters Matty - practically an old hand in the business, but sweetly untouched by their strange surroundings. The instincts and values Joanna used to cling to don't guide her now as well as they used to, and as the venues get bigger and the radio plays rack up, it becomes increasingly difficult to know what her friendship with Matty is really about. 'My ability to stay awake was waning, and I could feel myself dropping off, the darkness and warmth enveloping me. But somewhere in that liminal space, between consciousness and a blank stupor, I vaguely registered a hand finding mine across the sheets, fingers interlinking and holding it there, in the space between our faces.' (((* = mature content))) COMPLETED 19/11/20.

Olivia gets a message from an unknown number who just happens to be a lead singer of a British boy band. This persistent, witty and charming male interrupts Olivia's daily life which makes her life change dramatically. Until she realises she is falling for someone who she has never met Highest tags #1 in Bedford #1 in Trumanblack #1 in Mattyhealy #1 in the1975 #1 in Adamhann

Alyssa is Dirty Hit's newest edition to the team working on the marketing for The 1975's newest album. She didn't know much about the band when she got the job but her first day in the office gave her all the insight she needed to throw herself into a world she never knew existed. Matty has always been seen as a bad influence due to his drug intake and constant partying, something Alyssa never took part in, until now. The story follows them as they go through life changes, read and find out where their adventure takes them. All scenarios are fiction.

SEQUEL TO FOREVER, YOURS. One year later. Alyssa Stevens thought she was getting everything she ever dreamed of. That's until a year from Hell taught her not to count all her blessings on one hand, for all she knew the worst had passed. After everything they'd been through together, a year couldn't change much... could it? All scenarios are fictional.

Like basically if Matty was in a John Hughes movie. Cliche teenage scenarios and a lot of fun. I promise.

"She wears a frown and dressing gown....when she lays down."

Liliana Rose. 23 years old. Has a dislike of everything. Crowds, conversation, being called flower. She's scared of living. She's also very sensitive both emotionally and physically. A lost soul who needs saving. Matty Healy. 27 years old. Lead singer of The 1975. Charismatic and egotistical with it. A chameleon. Always high on life and other things of a toxic nature. Never wants to slow down. He's his own worst enemy all the time. He needs someone to save him.