Hindi na mabilang ang beses na humiling akong kahit isang pagkakataon lang ay makatakasan ko muna ang reyalidad. Malayo sa mga responsibilidad na mayroon ako. Ang isiping makapagpahinga ng panandalian sa buhay ay ang pinakainaasam ko. I am a person who will always pick anyone over myself, I will give anything to anyone even if forgetting to give myself those. And I will sacrifice everything to anyone even if I am already hurting myself. I am selfless. And as a person who doesn't know her own worth; meeting a person who is courage and brave enough to tell my value effortlessly in every single moment is overwhelming...it's warming. Ngunit, ano ang magagawa ko kung hindi kami pinahintulutan ng tadhana na magmahal ng malaya? Paano kung hindi pwedeng sumubok kasi talo na? Will I be able to fight for our way? Or will I still choose and stay to find the Tranquil of Saudade?

Bata pa lang ay gusto ko na ang lumipad. Ang mga ibon na makikita ko ay kinaiinggitan ko. Dahil mayroon silang mga katangian na wala ako. They can fly as high as they want, na simula bata pa lang ay gustong gusto ko nang gawin. May kakayahan rin silang makapagdesisyon ng sarili nila. Kaya nilang maging malaya. I am a very known competitive student who always aiming high and wanting high, I live in the expectations of my parents that suffocated me. What my parents want, my parents will get no matter what happen. It's the feeling of trying your best but still doesn't know the feeling of how it really feels to be alive. Meeting him is already a blessing, he thought me to do the things that I have not experienced in my whole life. And for the first time, I felt free in his arms. But what if destiny tried to take our freedom? Would I fight to pursue it? Or let the fate find its own Bliss of Retrouvaille? Bliss of Retrouvaille (Amnesty Series #2)

Ang sabi nila ay maswerte raw ako sa buhay na mayroon ako simula pagkabata pa lang. Lahat sila ay kinaiinggitan ako. Nakukuha ko raw lahat ng gusto ko. Pera, kakilanlan, pamilya, ganda, at kung ano pa. Ang hindi nila alam ay ilang beses na rin akong nangarap na mamuhay ng simple lang. From the moment I was born, I was already trained to be a picture perfect girl. My parents is from that life, so I should be like them too. I stand behind the flashing cameras, I smiled in front of thousands of people, I starved my body to have my virtue, and I lived not to live. But then, a question leave me in silence. "Have you ever truly fallen in love?". From that moment, I realized, as someone with an high reputation, it was suffocating to be in love. However, why is he the only exception? And how can I exchanged everything just to still fight for the feeling of Ecstasy of Forelsket?