"i could pull the stars down from the sky and give them to you, and you would still find a reason to say no, wouldn't you, gemma? you would still fucking go choose him." i felt like the world was crashing down on me. the one person i was completely confident in, the one person who i thought i knew like i knew myself is mad at me. and it was all my fault. "shawn, i -" "save it, gem," he said. "don't call me when he breaks your heart again." + + + - loosely based off of heartbreak girl by 5sos & treat you better by shawn mendes - started: 02/16/18 completed: lol we'll see

"Falling for you is dangerous. I can't control my own emotions, my own movements when I'm with you. If I fall in love, you know what will happen next between us. The fall," I said. There was silence between us for a few moments, and my heart pounded as I waited for his response. "What's the fall, Margot?" he asked. I swallowed, breathing in. "Our fall from grace, Shawn. The falling out between us. The fall," I explained. "Why must there be a fall, Margot? What if you fall in love and I fall in love and that's that? Why can't we be forever?" he asked, the hurt obvious in his eyes. The way he looked at me made me feel guilty. I shook my head. "I can't fall, Shawn. I really can't." He sighed, running his fingers through his hair before looking at me again, right into my eyes. "But I already have, Margot Kate. I already have." --- ‼️OFFICIALLY COMPLETED!!!!

"See, I remember how you felt on that day, But I forget all the faces except one, And what hurts the most is that I'll never know what we could've been..." ••• In which a YouTube star meets a pop star and leaves an unshakable impression. What happens next? Especially when he doesn't even know her name. Highest Rank #121 in Fanfiction 10.4.17 Most Impressive Rank #1 in Socialmedia 6.28.18 Started 4.24.17 ||Ended 10.03.17 Copyright 2017 | ILLUMlNATE

Fame | Shawn Mendes ft. Harry Styles Jamila Carver is an international popstar after her song went viral. She tries to live her life as normal as possible but being followed by paparazzi everyday and living your life in the open she has a hard time accepting what was given to her. Along the way secrets get uncovered and new people join her journey. _____________ February 2017 - March 2018 (COMPLETED/ UNEDITED) _____________ Rankings #9 music #3 songs #16 shawnmendes #61 harrystyles #71 life