There's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It just leaves him with a sugarcoated knife aimed at his throat. . That is, until he gets high at a college party and spills his guts to his best friend, Iwaizumi Hajime. /// !I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU! Only the plot + cover + some random, insignificant characters

After having a toxic boyfriend and what happens to Atsumu, Atsumu swears to himself to never love again. Can he really do that? Will he never fall in love again? On the other hand Oikawa and Iwaizumi crush on each other but are scared to tell each other thinking the other might be straight. Will Atsumu never fall in love again? Will Oikawa and Iwaizumi ever confess to each other? Read to find out! btw i don't own anyone of the characters or pictures. Credits to Furudate - san and the artists! Trigger warning - Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, rape, sexual assualt, heartbreak, apparently relatable stuff. THE BOOK IS COMPLETED!!