You're a Lieutenant, stationed on Orinda. You're content with your trustworthy crew, but issues with a certain ship (spoiler alert: it's the TIE silencer) end up trapping you on the Steadfast, instead. Your relationship with Kylo Ren isn't how you left it. How many more messes can you stand to clean? (yes, this is the sequel to Fix Your Attitude) cover art by @badtour on tumblr

"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ "𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖 𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚." ➢ ➢ Kylo Ren has been wounded following the final battle in The Force Awakens. As luck would have it, they're forced to crash land on his home planet of Chandrila for the closest medical treatment. Once he sees you - the young, beautiful and naïve princess - everything changes. The First Order becomes stationed there as your emotions override logic and you inevitably fall for him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING! This book depicts a toxic relationship with actions that I do not condone. There is abuse. It is not suited for all audiences. Originally Completed: September 2020 Editing completed: March 2023

WARNINGS ON BOTTOM! You were there from the beginning. He was incapable, afraid yet fearless, resolute, absolute. You saw what was before Kylo Ren, and you resonate in every moment after. You were born to be a Jedi, and you fought along side Ben Solo before the darkness. The courses of being young and in love didn't stop him from taking a path you feared. You wanted to help him, to save him. But will he be your enemy, or will you turn too? ~ Very sexual and graphic, cussing, force choke, death, physical altercations, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 1: sexual content, cussing, forced foreplay Chapter 2: cussing, sexual content Chapter 3: sexual tension, cussing Chapter 4: graphic sexual content, cussing, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 5: cussing, physical altercations, demeaning language. Chapter 6: cussing, alcohol content, physical altercation Chapter 7: cussing, arguing Chapter 8: graphic sexual content, cussing Chapter 9: cussing Chapter 10: cussing Chapter 11: cussing, violence Chapter 12: mature content, controversial situation, cussing Chapter 13: cussing, described nudity, harsh violence, forced sexual content Chapter 14: mature content, describing death

After finishing medical school you decide to join the first order as one of their medics. A routine assignment does not go as planned and it's on you to take care of the supreme leader.

**The Force Awakens spoilers. After the destruction of the Starkiller Base, you were overwhelmed with joy that The General and everyone will be safe... that is, except for you. Being separated from the group, you awaken in the face of the First Order Leader himself. All you can do is wait. Wait for a sign... for someone. Though, that will be much harder than you thought, especially with the devilishly handsome leader in your mind.

Kylo Ren was a monster. A murderer, a beast... This you were sure of. In a life where you had woken up on the cold floor of a First Order ship with no memory apart from your name... Being sure of something was rare. You were thrust into work for the First Order as a cleaner. An honour, you had been told, to help the mighty Order. However, after being ripped from a life you couldn't remember, you didn't see this job as an honour at all. Even in your daily duties, you had heard of Commander Ren's power. You cleaned up the mess after his temper tantrums, and you sure as Hoth never wanted to cross his path. Until you did. Your ability held worth to the First Order, and Ren had recognised this before even you had. Taken under his wing, he begins to teach you. But while Kylo tries to push you closer towards the Dark, how could he have known you would be the one to ignite his Light? Kylo Ren x Reader Fanfiction Star Wars

"Who's that?", was always asked upon seeing me. As I worked the halls on the random wires behind the panels, there's always a question of my presence, yet most of the time people don't even take notice of me. I probably did have the lowest ranking here.. Radar technician my ass. I don't think the boss even knows I exist, but as long as I'm here, I'm happy. * "There is strong force here, I can sense it...find its origin, it is quite strong and will be useful." "Yes master." * But I mean who would notice me anyways? I'm just a wallflower. Disclaimer: I do not own Kylo Ren or anything other characters or settings from the Star Wars and Disney franchise. Highest Ranking ≫ #4 in Kylo Ren

*BRITTANY BROSKI APPROVED* RANKINGS: #1 - starwars 6/10/2019 #3 - kylo 6/10/2019 #3 - kyloren 6/10/2019 He made eye contact with me with those intense brown eyes, and his vision traveled down my body, looking at every curve and flaw. He got down to my feet and looked all the way back up, taking in every part of me. I was scared now. I had no control over my body because of The Force and the way he looked at me, greedily, hungrily, left me terror-stricken. Kylo Ren climbed up swiftly onto the bed so he was laying next to me. He supported himself with his right elbow and placed his left hand on my lower stomach. His gloved hand was massive. His thumb and pinkie extended from each of my hip bones. I shut my eyes tightly. My breath significantly quickened. I felt his hand graze up my stomach, and I could hear him breathing heavily. His hand continued it's slow path up my chest and to my exposed neck. I swallowed down an impulsive scream that I couldn't help from rising as I felt him lean in towards me. His black locks fell onto my face and they smelled of mint. His hand was gently resting on my neck and his hot breath was on my ear. My heart was pounding and I was sure he could feel it. "It was so hard for me not to ravish you in front of everyone in Tunstead." His lips grazed my cheekbone. "The sensation was almost overpowering. You're lucky I have . . . Self-control." _____ This book is for readers who can handle maturity, violence, and who have a true appreciation for not only Kylo Ren/Adam Driver's beauty but for the Star Wars universe! Highest rank: #33 in Fanfiction! #2 in Star Wars! Copyright 2016 @ flywithmyjetpack . Please do not copy or steal my story/ideas. I don't own any part of the Star Wars episodes. I don't own any part of the characters or plot of Star Wars. However, THIS plot and most characters in this book are mine so please don't copy or mock my stories!

You were a normal every day college student until things go south and you get kidnapped! These people were like nothing you have ever seen, and what the hell is the force?! Is it a gift that you have yourself? Kylo Ren took it personally to look after your afairs while he had granted you a long leash you took full advantage of it. What happens when he grows a attachment to you that could lead to your death? "Prepare for war! I will have what I want..." | eventual smut |