When Russia receives a magical pencil from a friend and uses it to create magical friend, he gets used to living with someone who only he can see.

This is a Russia x America book so if you don't like that ship then please I advise that you don't read this. Russia and America are both orphans living in the same orphanage. America develops feelings for Russia and begins to write him love letters. Russia is confused at first but soon he grows to love the notes and the person writing them. Warning This book contains depression, homophobia, swearing, and gay relationships...maybe smut if you're lucky

"The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs of flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals" Tord loves Tom Tord knows that Tom doesnt love him back. or does he? read to find out! (Eddsworld does not belong to me, I do not own any of the characters in this book, they all belong to Edd Gould. I do not ship any of the real people, and only ship the characters) (The art cover does not belong to me. it belongs to the person who drew it)

WARNING: May contain depressive thoughts, suicidal attempts, and high cussing. you've been warned. -After The End- Tord decided that he wanted to go on a vacation from his army for a few months, and go apologize to his old friends, but after the incident Tord falls into a deep depression, and is suicidal as well, what if they found out? what if he's not forgiven by the mistakes that has been haunting him? what if he never sees his friends anymore? read to find out!

-After The End- Tord, he's different. he's changed. after the giant robot explosion, be felt nothing but guilt, pain, and depression. he spin, twirled, spiraled, into the storm of his emotional health. he wanted forgiveness, but didn't want them to feel empathy. WARNING: This story has: cutting, suicidal thoughts, anorexia, panic attacks, cussing and attempting of suicide. if you don't like any of this topics at all, do not read the story. thank you.

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ Suicide attempts, strong language, mature content, descriptive scenes etc. Tord left the army long ago. He wandered around by himself, hating what he did. He only has his scarred hoodie, it's cold out. His arm is badly damaged from the incident, and he starts to get sick. One day Tord starts coughing and eventually fades black, but someone was there to save him. He doesn't get any better, and he starts hearing voices. He doesn't know how much longer he can go on... PHOENIX DISEASE IS NOT REAL BTW "Why did you save me?..I've hurt you so many times..." "Because nobody deserves what you were going through..."