Everyday, Zak gets abused at home by his Dad. He never told anyone about this secret- not even his online best friends (Darryl and Vincent). Zak didn't care if he was getting abused by his dad, because he still has he's two best friends, that will always stand by his side no matter what......right? One day, during a game of SkyWars, Darryl and Vincent both calls him a fattie. Zak starts to feel insecure... What happens next? Read more to find out! [Hey guys this writing may be a little cringe or makes no sense because I wrote this so long ago (also pls note that self harm cannot just be easily stopped like how I wrote it previously] **Warning: (Please click away if you are uncomfortable with any of these)** -Self-Harm -Child Abuse -Gay -Blood -Depression -Insecurity -Anorexia -Sucidal thoughts -Bad writing skills -Bad drawing skills **Author's note:** -This is my 1st story so please don't judge my writing :( -lol this story plot is so bad (Tiny from 2022) Yes this story is inspired by another story called "Fattie" by yuggiooh The beginning of the story is inspired slightly by her. KEEP IN MIND THAT I DO NOT COPY OTHER PEOPLE'S STORY! I JUST GET INSPIRED BY THEM! 02/11/2019: The Journey of this book starts!🌟 04/04/2020: #1 for sucidalthoughts 07/04/2020: #2 for skephalo 09/04/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh 14/04/2020: #1 for skephalo 24/04/2020: #214 for depression 02/05/2020: 14k reads 06/05/2020: #1 for suicidalthoughts (again) 10/05/2020: #1 for skeppyxbbh (again) 15/05/2020: Book Completed!💫 20/05/2020: 20k reads 12/06/2020: 25k reads <3 04/07/2020: Trending under the #sad catergory :D 05/07/2020: 30k Reads 0-0 26/07/2020: 35k Reads 23/08/2020: 40k Reads 21/09/2020: 45k Reads 31/10/2020: 56k Reads 09/01/2022: 105k Reads

For as long as George can remember, he's always felt like an outcast. He'd learned to be cautious when letting new people into his life, never allowing anyone to get too close. As time passed he gradually got used to relying solely on himself, but he still desperately wished he could just put himself out there a little more. At the age of twenty-one he's finally ready to take some risks and meet new people, or at least, that's what he's trying to tell himself. As George battles with his self worth and feelings of discouragement, he has a chance encounter with an American stranger in the middle of the night. Could an unlikely friendship between the two change the trajectory of George's life? He certainly hopes so. {t/w}~ alcoholism, abuse, talk of mental health, slight/implied homophobia, panic attacks *there will be a disclaimer in the specific chapters that warnings appear in, some are more mild than others* please stay safe and know that you are loved! this story is purely for practice purposes and is not intended to make anyone uncomfortable, and if it does, i'll take it down right away! now with that out of the way, let's get into the story <3

When Zak meets Darryl they have a intimate bond and have a little something more. They want to express that feeling but a power is holding them over for saying what they want to say. Almost like chains that's holding the back, and if they say what they want to say there can be consequences.

||#1 in Skephalo 01/13/20|| ||#1 in Minecraft 01/27/20|| His whole life, Zak assumed that his mother would be accepting of his sexuality. However, when he got kicked out of his own home rather than accepted for simply being the person he is, he decided to go to his best friend Darryl's house. He officially has nowhere to call home, and no one to say they love him. It takes an obvious mental toll on him. ||High School AU|| ||I am only using the cast of this book as characters, not as real people, and I mean no harm to them|| Skeppy = Zak BadBoyHalo = Darryl Dream = Clay A6d = Vincent ||Feedback is appreciated||

"I hate the rain," A said, elbow resting on his leg as the fire ahead boomed with a bright glow. Though it could be seen from miles, it felt like an abyss up close. Smoke blew from the top, twisting and turning into the night sky. The rain would quench the fire. "Me too." Darryl got up and held his hand out. He pulled A up and handed him his water bottle, a smile pulling at his delicate lips. "Let's keep moving," Darryl finalized, and from the corner of his eyes he could see Zak grinning. _______________ *** completed ***

in a world of magic and tyranny, a small group of survivors fight for their authority this was written in 2019/2020 aka the old skeppy fandom era.

Zak has always wondered about when he would be able to see the color of the sky, or the grass or even his mother's eyes. All his life, he's lived surrounded by shades of white, black and grey. He longed to see what the world around him truly looked like, and when that day would come. Darryl has become used to the bland world he lived in, no longer imagining what his hair color was, or the color of his dog's fur. Any mention of color in conversation made him completely close off and turn into an emotionless being. That is, until he saw the light blue sweatshirt in front of him. *Complete as of October 25, 2019*

!!! H I A T U S !!! 「Metanoia.」 〚 Highschool AU 〛 /ˌmɛtəˈnɔɪə/ (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life. The wounded and the lost. ! This story contains and treats triggering topics such as severe mental illnesses, eating disorders, strong language, physical and mental abuse, alcohol and drugs abuse, homophobia, self-harm and suicide. Reader discretion is advised. ! [ NOTE; this fanfiction is currently being edited, so please keep in mind that most chapters still haven't been touched in months. There will be sudden changes and most comment threads will end up in the general comment section. Updates will be out regularly regardless of the ongoing editing. ] >「This book is written with the sole purpose of entertaining, it's not meant in any way to romanticize or glorify depression nor abuse. I would never disrespect, harrass and/or force Zak and Darryl into a relationship.」< [Chapters are 2500 to 4500+ words long.] • 02/12/'19. ⤳ #1 - skephalo. • • 06/02/'20. ⤳ #1 - skeppy. • • 22/10/'19. ⤳ #4 - 14. • • 18/08/'20. ⤳ #7 - awareness. • • 20/10/'19. ⤳ #13 - dream. • • 24/10/'19. ⤳ #56 - mentalillnesses. • • 29/10/'19. ⤳ #74 - depression. •