A collection of queer one shots, some more mature than others, random stories that aren't developed enough to be full novels but that I think are interesting. All content warnings will be at the beginning of the chapters. Feel free to let me know errors of any kind, I often update these chapters so if you re-read them and think they're different, they probably are. 🌶️= low level spice 🌶️🌶️= explicit spice 🌶️🌶️🌶️= Leaning into 🔥 spice 🔥= exploring non vanilla or non "typical"relationships in spice

Buck's biggest fear is being abandoned because he's always felt alone. His parents had him for spare parts so he's never felt like he belongs here. The problem is: Everyone around him leaves so he thinks it's his fault and that nobody would care if he was gone. Eddie Diaz is his best friend. He knows when something is wrong with Buck. There's a deeper connection with him and Buck than there is with the rest of the 118. With Bobby gone, everyone at the 118 is a mess. No one thinks anything of it when Buck doesn't show up for the shift next morning. Except for Eddie. Will he be able to save Buck in time? Or is it too late to save him from what they've all been ignoring? TW: Mentions of Suicide, ED, SH, Trauma, Mental disorders, etc...

A 9-1-1 fan-fiction inspired by Taylor Swift's album "The Tortured Poets Department" - Evan "Buck" Buckley has returned to work as a Los Angeles Firefighter for the first time in three months after an accident to find a new recruit has joined the team he once spent all his time with. New recruit, Eddie Diaz moved to Los Angeles looking for a change for him and six year old son, Christopher. As he settles in, he turns to Buck for guidance in learning the city, the two of them begin spending time together and under the hot California sun, the pair's relationship grows hotter and more passionate than either of them have ever experienced. - +18 because Buddie Smut, duh.

✔️ | "I have half the mind to drop you right here and fuck you against this wall, but I can think of some better things we can do in the bed." I replied, speaking sensually in his ear. "Well get to it then, professor." For years I was living my dream as an archaeologist, travelling the world with the love of my life. Everything was magnificent until we made a discovery that resulted in the death of my soul mate. Now at the age of 35, my life consists of teaching History as a professor at the University of California in Berkeley, CA. Living the same old, consistent routine on repeat. That is until a cocky young man catches my eye. He's beautiful, confident, and a pain in my ass. He's ignited a flame deep in my bones. A flame I thought would never be lit again. Maybe, just maybe I can find my happy ending. ... That is, if it isn't ripped out from under me by my daunting past. Published: May 2022 Rankings: #1 - student #12 - Lgbt (Dec 2022) #12 - Gay (Jan 2023) #12 - LGBTQ (Dec 2022) #26 - University (Dec 2022) #26 - Gaylove (Dec 2022) #26 - lgbtpride (Dec 2022) #8 - Man (Dec 2022) #5 - mxm

✔️ | After swearing off relationships, I never thought I'd fall for my one night stand. A complete stranger. Months of searching and unsuccessfully finding this man, I've begun to lose all hope. Little did I know, I would be meeting the gorgeous green eyed man again. But will it be everything I've been expecting it to be? Or will the darkness from the past be too much to handle? I remember his exact words of that night 6 months ago... "I don't usually do this but... Do y-you want to get out of here?" He whispered seductively in my ear. That night... Well, it was the best night of my life. Highest Rankings: Thanks for the support, I feel awesome even having these in the top 1000! (Even if the ranking systems a little wonky lol) Published: May 2022 #1 - Gaylove #2 - Gay #5 - Mature #5 - romance #4 - Love #14 -bxb #6 - manxman #34 - LGBTQ #34 - LGBT #31 - mxm #8 - men #5 - newlove #1 - lqbtq #4 - exciting

Wilder Holt thought she had everything in line. Her goal is to become a fantastic soccer player to be able to go to a great college. To hopefully, in the future, to bring herself and her father away from their economic issues. A town divided by two schools and two teams, the glory is resting on Wilder's shoulders to bring them to victory. However, she didn't predict that fault lines can occur in life, and her name was Nico.

"The fuck? Girl it's 2020 why hate?" "I know what year it is, I have my own calendar" I replied but she just gave me an eye roll. "Just...I just don't like that look of it, I don't know... I don't understand." I said, my voice barely a whisper. "Hmm..." She placed her hand on her chin and tapped her lips, "try and kiss me then?" "What?? I just said I don't like the look of two girls together, why would I kiss you?" I backed away a little. "Oh yeah- what about a hug instead?" she asked. "I don't like physical contact." "Please?" "No." "It's just one second!!" "A no is a no." She pouted and stomped her feet and I'm lying if I said she didn't looked cute. "fine. One second." I said, keeping my annoyed façade. "So... You say yes to my Hug?" I rolled my eyes, my lips failing to hide a smile. "I say yes to the hug." ----------------------------- Highest Ranking #1 in Girls (10/29/2020) #1 in gxg (7/31/2022) #1 in highschool (7/31/2022) #1 in girls (8/22/2022) #1 in slow burn (2/17/2023)

A few years after the war for their freedom and vengeance, Freya and Loki have settled down. But still, they struggle to get through the day fighting their demons. On the way home from the market, Freya hears a cry down with the river. She finds an abandoned baby. Not sure what to do, she takes the child with her home, but as time goes she is starting to think there is something more about this baby than she imagined. Sequel to I Want My Tears Back

Lake doesn't like parties, he especially doesn't like getting drunk by drinking the alcoholic punch on accident, and he really doesn't enjoy following his friends to go trick or treating and somehow finding himself lost and alone in a graveyard. There is a tall figure sitting calmly on a large gravestone, so dark he appears as a silhouette, his tapered cloak moving in the wind as though suspended in water. Lake walks up to him, made of curiosity, bravery and booze. The tall man stands to tower over him, in his left hand a scythe is raised and the blade glints in the moonlight, darkness reaching out from him like a thick fog. Cold red eyes pin Lake down. "Who disturbs this halfway realm of death? Who dares to approach the harbinger..." But the little human in front of him seems unafraid. His large blue eyes squint as he reaches through the black fog and presses his hand on his chest. "Wow, that's really cool, how do you do that?"

True is a fifteen-year-old suicidal teenager, and he's done with his life. With shitty parents who would rather punch him than show him affection and a set of siblings out to make his life hell, oh wait, did I forget to mention he's devastating bullied at school? With all that on his plate and worse things coming into play, True's done. He's seen the pills in the cabinet, it's time to use them. Alister Clenevence is the biggest mafia boss in New York, but that brought upon a lonely life. Watching after his younger brother, and his little brothers boyfriend, Alister wants that, he wants someone to love, but no one is catching his eye. Well, until he sees a platinum blonde teenage boy with a fake smile. Did I fail to mention True's fathers in the mafia? With romance, bullying, self-hate, attempted-suicide, abuse, and a lot of smartass comments, welcome to If It Never Happened. Book One in the Happened Series