PART 21 - EPILOG SUDAH DIHAPUS - TERSEDIA VERSI CETAK DAN DIGITAL DI GOOGLE PLAYBOOKS. Di usia 28 tahun, Nana kehilangan pekerjaan. Kantor tempatnya bekerja selama lima tahun terus menerus merugi dan akhirnya gulung tikar. Kabar buruknya, kantor bahkan tak sanggup membayar gajinya selama tiga bulan terakhir, apalagi memberinya pesangon. Nasib buruk sepertinya sedang berpihak pada Nana. Bukan hanya pekerjaan, ia juga kehilangan tempat tinggal karena pemilik kontrakan mengusirnya setelah menunggak pembayaran selama tiga bulan. Lukas, pacarnya selama empat tahun terakhir juga tak membantu, malahan pria itu menikamnya di saat-saat terburuk. Menjadi pengangguran dan tak punya tempat tinggal, Nana harus berusaha keras mencari solusi dan melawan hasratnya untuk melempar diri ke rel kereta untuk mengakhiri semuanya. Satu-satunya orang yang bisa membantu adalah Jagad, sahabat konglomeratnya di bangku kuliah yang selama ini Nana hindari. Ia tahu bahwa menerima bantuan Jagad bukanlah pilihan yang bijak. Namun, untuk saat ini, Nana memang tak punya banyak pilihan bukan? Start: 8 Oktober 2020 Finish: 2 Maret 2021

Adiba Shakila Atmarini. Mempunyai banyak kisah motivasi didalam hidupnya. Tentang gadis piatu yang ditinggalkan ibunda tercinta sewaktu melahirkannya ke dunia. Tentang gadis berjilbab yang mengejar cita-citanya menjadi seorang dokter. Lalu tentang Abrisam yang dulunya menyukai dunia pesantren, tiba-tiba menjadi laki-laki yang tidak bermoral. Tentang Nizam, lelaki Sholeh yang memilih menyimpan rasa seperti Ali kepada Fatimah. Kita tidak pernah tau bagaimana takdir seseorang, yang terpenting ikhtiar dan diselingi dengan doa. Hidup akan terasa lebih mudah, bila dijalankan dengan rasa syukur. " Apa yang membuat kamu masih mencintainya?" " Bukan seperti itu pertanyaan yang seharusnya. Yang benar itu, apa yang membuat Allah masih mencintai aku sebagai makhluknya?" "Kamu terlalu baik." "Allah yang terlalu baik sama aku." Dia bungkam!

"I know that we will never be a real couple, but we can at least be nice to each other Aneel" I told him. I've had enough. Tears were starting to prick my eyes, but I didn't let them fall. He looked over at me in a weird expression. Like if I died in front of him, he wouldn't care. "You don't get it, do you?! I. will. never. love. you! I will never care for you. You wait, every day, for me to come home and have dinner with you like normal couples do- you are pathetic. You are nothing! Absolutely nothing to me. You are not even worth my words. You are a loser who has nobody- your parents? They are just like me. They knew that you were worthless and wanted to get rid of you" he said angrily. I was not angry at him. He was telling the truth. I'm nothing. Never was, never will. I nodded. He was right. He was so damn right. Sahra Ali is eighteen years old when she gets married. It was not a marriage out of love, no, she was forced into it. Shre grew up being abused. Her parents sold her for money. No parent would do that, so are her so called parents her real parents? She is trying to survive this marriage, because she believes in Allah and knows that He had a good reason that He gave her all these pain. Aneel Osman is a badboy who wants nothing to do with Islam. He was a muslim when he was younger, but when something bad happened, he blamed Allah for it. Deep inside he knows that it is wrong, but shoves that thought away. He began doing the things Allah prohibited. There was no one to hold onto or to pull him out. He kept falling and falling. And when he has to deal with that girl his parents wants him to marry, he is losing himself more and more. Read the description in the book for the fully version! This is a short draft! ~ Salaam guys, this story is edited! Almost everything has CHANGED and it is now a mature story. I like how it turned out. Thank you for all your support! It still contains small grammar mistakes. You have been warned:)