Being a drunken mess was always my first option in life. Since my dad passed away, i've always resolved to alcohol, self harm and drugs. But when my childhood best friend the Manchester United Footballer: Adnan Januzaj visits Belgium again, can he help me get back on track? We both knew it wouldn't be easy, but can he put up with me for as long as the others did? Or will he choose the easy option and give up?