BOOK 1 OF 2 Y/N has been friends with Sam and Colby since they snuck out of band camp to go to a party. She has some problems and ends up moving to the apartment above Sam and Colby. They are her best friends. As she and Colby start to realize their feelings people get hurt... but not all hurt can last forever. Live alongside Colby and friends as Y/N and Colby's relationship grows. Contains bad language and some descriptive moments (no sex but references the subject)

In this world there are soul mates like you know the alpha and the omega stuff. The alpha is the only one that will know if they are mates the omega will know after they kiss. Colby didn't know what to do..he was ready to end it all because he was an omega and still hasn't found his mate yet. He hid it from everyone even his best friends and his new friend Sam. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sam is a famous alpha YouTuber and is loved by many. He has a girlfriend named Kat but he knows she's not his mate. Once the alpha finds his mate he will be super protective and possessive of his omega. He will choose his omega over everyone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So here we are with Colby posting his feeling on insta and that's where he meets Sam and his friends.

Colby committed suicide a few months ago. Everyone is in mourning until they discover something that changes everything and Sam is in danger... ⚠️Warning⚠️ This story contains: Bad language, violence, kidnapping, self harm, depression and suicide. The story is not as depressing as the description. I promise. I will try to update at least 3 times a week!

Colby is in love with Sam. Katrina (Sam's girlfriend) finds out and starts threatening him. Colby is a little so he gets really hurt really fast. Will Colby and Sam end up together or never see each other again?

"Shit, shit, shit" he whispered frantically as he leaned over to get toilet paper which he quickly wrapped around his arm. He was sitting on the bathroom floor with a razor and his hand and he had become dizzy from all the thoughts running through him. He hadn't planned on cutting, something he hadn't done for so long, but Sam was out with Corey and Devyn and it just felt right." "Colby... what happened to your arm?"

Colby was depressed, he thought that Sam didn't love him the way he did, Colby loved Sam, More than friends, but in reality Sam loved Colby more than friends as well. ⚠triggered warning⚠