A bunch of Stray Kids because there's totally not enough of those out there :)

his eyes are glazed over, bloodshot, as if he were crying for a long time. his lips are bitten and swollen; a deep red as if painted with blood. he wants them to ask if he is okay, he wants them to take him in their arms and protect him from the world. he wants it all to be peaceful, to be calm, to be quiet. (but it won't happen, he's min yoongi; the strong one)

"Min Yoongi is dead, get over it!"

I'm here. I'm at the top. But why does it feel like it's not enough? Why does it still feel like I disappoint? Most importantly, why did I not expect this?

** "Hyung, is that really what goes through your head?" "All the time, Jiminie, all the time.", his Hyung croaked, his hand balled into his shirt as he sobbed into Jimins chest.** With the release of Yoongi's Mixtape BTS has to face and acknowledge a few problems they always tried to push aside as they learn more about a certain pale rapper.

Why can't I live a day without making a mistake. "Mistakes are bound to make mistakes." BTS X Yoongi FF > Smut: no, sorry. > Fluff: a little. > Angst: yes. ------------------ DISCLAIMERS AND WARNINGS: This book is all fiction. No part of this story does actually happened in real life. Idols portrayed in this book do not act like this in public and, we do not know them personally or know what is happening in their personal lives. Thank you for reading this. CONTAINS: SELF-HARM SELF DEPRECATION DEHUMANIZATION SUICIDAL THOUGHTS VIOLENCE BLOOD BODY SHAMING BULLYING If you're effected or triggered by any of the things above, please do not read. -------------------------

"ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴘsʏᴄʜᴏ, ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ." ⚠Contains: Self abuse/self harm, severe depression, anxiety, self hatred, and anorexia ⚠ ❌ For mature readers ❌

yoongi hears a voice in his head constantly telling him everything wrong with him. he pictures the voice like a snake, injecting him with venom and suffocating him as if he was mere prey for it to feed on. because of the voice yoongi starts to cut, and starve himself. eventually self harm is the only way he can calm himself down. Will the members be able to help him out of this hell? trigger warning for self harm, anorexia, and suicidal thoughts/actions. read at your own risk. 18,984 words

EDITING (You can still read) Yoongi-Bottom Jin-Bottom BTS-Top Yoongi, a depressed, anorexic 24-year old. After reading online hater comments on a photo of him and the boys, Yoongi becomes depressed and anorexic. He doesn't want to tell BTS, he doesn't want to tell anyone, he will just burden them. He's not enough for them. How to solve this 'problem'? Well it's obvious, he'll just become smaller and smaller until there is nothing left of him. That's how he will please everyone. That, is how he will be enough for everyone. Contains: self harm, swearing, sexual scenes, and more I own none of the people in this book, this is just a fan fiction Completed! 2019 January 13th

"How Can I End This Suffer?". Yoongi was still 7years old when he and his brother was on a accident. How can Yoongi kept his secret without telling his members about his depression and suffering when he was still a child. Started: June 4 2019 Ended: April 5 2020