1996 just before the clock struck twelve that's when I officially met Rakim. And we entered the new year together. 1997 was a special year, for both me and Rakim. Everybody knew Rocky, but never bothered to know Rakim. 1997 was a year of heartbreak and hardships. I told my deepest secrets and my biggest fears. So he did the same. 1997 was the year of big mistakes, but I can never make myself regret them. That's only cause I spent 365 days with him. 1997 was the year I gave my heart and my soul to Rakim. And I knew he cherished every moment of it. Still, somewhere in the darkness something came to the light. 1997 was the year I let go of him and entered 1998 with new beginnings and without Rakim.

"We accept the love we think we deserve." It's not easy letting someone in. It's not easy to open up and accept the best thing that could ever happen to you. Especially when your past is less than graceful and your struggles have made you hard. This is a story of overcoming your fears of being alone and being loved. Meditatingineden © 2019 •Highest Rank• #49 in growth #1 In asap #5 in yarashahidi #18 in ASAP Rocky

My Work #3 | October 2013 - March 2014 | Completed [previously known as Purple] Twenty-five year old Rakim Mayers, better known as 'A$AP Rocky', lives a life that he had not intended. Considering that he's a world known recording artist, but most importantly, a father, life is not as easy as it seems. Having to juggle maintaining his image in the public eye, as well as being present in his three year-old son's life, which is not a simple task to do, Rakim is slowly sinking deep into a hole he has created for himself, but can not climb out of. When receiving a female personal assistant, to help him get back on track, he suddenly realizes that he just so happens to be close friends with her. After slowly developing an even more 'personal' relationship with his assistant, things become interesting. Will things change when his assistant discovers that he has a son? Most importantly, how will his relationship with his assistant effect his relationship with both his son, and the mother? ©Copyright bigheadkaye 2013-14 All Rights Reserved.