[DISCONTINUED] Oof, here we go; backstory: You're a 26 yr old girl. You live by yourself in a cheap house. You have been bullied, abused by your "friends" and older brother, and have tried to kill yourself multiple times but you never had the courage to follow through. The only thing that can sometimes make you smile is Youtube. Emphasis on 'sometimes'... @jasza53 gave me some inspiration for some aspects of this book, so go check them out! They've wrote a really good story titled "Help Me, It Hurts" so you should really check it out! <This story is on hold for now so I can work on other stories that I kinda enjoy more.>

So I'm a huge fan of Crankiplier but all the fan fics on here take it too fast and have to much smut. If if you want a story that builds up slow (not too slow) and is based on real facts. (Because some stories on here make it a school setting) then this is for you! :) So this story is mostly going to be Ethan's POV, He is struggling with depression and being apart of the LGBTQ community (Obvi no one knows for sure if he is but it wouldn't be a Crankiplier fan fic if he wasn't) He has feelings for Mark but Mark is dating Amy, so Ethan thinks Mark is straight. Though obviously that's not the case. WARNING: This story WILL have smut, not much but it will, it will also contain drug use, alcohol abuse, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, and strong language. (This story will have some things in it that are not realistic but most things will be. I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think! :) )

THIS STORY HAS TRIGGERING MATTERS Im not good at descriptions Ethan is a transgender (ftm) student at his new school Mark is a regular student but secretly has depression DISCLAIMER: I am not Trans nor do I have depression but I do know the feeling of misgendering and binding

This story is mainly for my friend Marcus but all are welcome to read! Crankiplier away!! <3

"I cuddled with him until he calmed down, telling myself I was helping a friend. Why couldn't I let us be more than that?" • • • cover: @SepticSans04 highest ranking: #1 in wowie

Ever since Ethan moved over to LA to live with Mark and Tyler, Mark and Ethan just clicked. Mark immediately formed feelings for the blue-haired wonder and Ethan developed feelings for the red-haired heartthrob of YouTube. Ethan, doubting the fact that anyone remotely as amazing as Mark would fall for him in any way, played the thing off as just a phase or something, like the whole Septiplier joke thing Mark and Jack pulled. (or was it a joke) Mark, however, wanted to show Ethan that he cares. That he practically loves him. So when filming challenges and skits with the group, he tries to hint to Ethan that he likes him. He's only ever told Tyler and Ethan's just kept it to himself. Hopefully the blue angel can see what love Mark has to give. [ tw ; su/c/dal thoughts, blood, n bad writing from So long ago i'm much much better now jfc i seriously don't remember anything from this LOL ] ~ crankiplier au ~ ~ amy and mark arent dating in this ~ ~ i have nothing against amyplier ~ ~ shes just not here for the sake of this story ~ ~ calm down ~ - #1 in crankiplier !! - ((last checked on 3/22/20))

Jack's P.O.V My sister is coming to visit me. I asked Mark and Felix to stay away but I forgot to tell her to... ------------------ In editing~

Jacksepticeye x Pewdiepie x Markiplier x reader This story is a love square of you and the top three most loved youtubers. Its discription of the name. hope you like ♡👍 plz vote ☆⭐

"I'm in love with my bestfriend." please i wrote this when i was 13 don't judge me too hard suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255 lgbt suicide prevention: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/help-yourself/lgbtq/ you're not alone. there's other lines of help. TRIGGER WARNING: This story consists of cutting and other versions of self harm so if you are triggered or can't handle that kind of stuff this story is not for you. DISCLAIMER: i do not encourage or condone self harm. it is merely a story.

(Y/N)- Your name (Most important) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When you are bullied at school and abused at home. You are at a local park and run into your favorite YouTuber, Pewdiepie. He introduces you to his friends Jack and Mark, they slowly cheer you up. You are depressed and suicidal. You try to commit suicide once in the story but I wont give any spoilers right now. See what happens when you, a suicidal 19 year old, meets your heros.