Honest expressions from personal experience and open hearted inspiration. © 2017 Elizabeth J Angaiak

This will be a collection of essays, quotes and articles which I wrote and will be writing. some can be my thoughts while some can be a part of me andmy life, some can be stories. I hope I can put my thoughts into words in all its sincerity and I hope you will like it.

Gosh, was Zander Hayes hot or what? Everybody thought so. As did Asher Tyson. You could call him a nobody. He wasn't bullied. He wasn't a nerd. He was just Asher. Some knew him, some didn't, but he was and felt invisible most of the time. But not to Zander Hayes and he saw everyone as invisible, but that was only until he met Asher. And now, to the both of them, it seems like their lives are finally changing for the better. - story inspiration playlists in bio ♡ - best rankings: #1 in bxb #1 in pride #2 in romance #3 in boyxboy #3 in gay #5 in teenfiction - Started: April 14th, 2020 Finished: August 1st, 2020 ♡

Tyler has never had it easy, he's always had to fight to get what he wants...and he's always been alone; especially after the only person he depended on walked out- leaving him to fend for himself from such a young age. But- who would have thought being kicked out and sent to Ohio at 17 (by your own mother) would end up being so rewarding? (In the end) Regresser!Tyler Daddy!Josh Little!Brendon Daddy!Dallon Regression!Awsten Daddy!Geoff • COMPLETED ~ enjoy (: • Warning! This is not ddlb! Please keep my book away from the ddlb community as Tylers smallerheadspace and Josh's daddyheadspace is NOT a kink. I'd appreciate if you understood and did not sexualise the regression or add it to ANY kink lists because it is NOT kink.

*COMPLETED* 1978. Jesse Davis is gay and that is not a problem. Until his parents decide to send him away from London for his last year of high school to live with his aunt, uncle and cousins in Evanston Utah. Being a gay teen in a very christian town, Jesse asks himself, how the hell he could survive that year. Simple, with the help of his cute English partner, who also happens to be the captain of the christian committee "Gods Love", Nathanael Andrews. The two become close, even tho Nathanael is basically engaged to his committee partner Mary-Jane. Will Jesse and Nathanael find a way to love? How will the town take the news? Warning: Includes violence, mature scenes, strong language Rankings: #1 Utah 14/08/20 #1 1970s 03/09/20 #3 70s 12/09/20 #2 church 01/01/21 #1 lgbtrights 07/01/21

Skylar Valentine has the one of the biggest crushes on his best friends older brother. Wolf Reed. Skylar's life isn't easy at home, with his aunt Kate abusing him in way no family should. And his big brother trying his hardest to get them out of that situation. Wolf Reed noticed the short boy from the first time he ever saw him. But he doesn't admit it to himself. Later on he starts finally letting his feelings show for Skylar. But Wolf slowly sees signs of something going on at Skylar's home and he wants to save him.

Guys, just so you know this story is fictitious. A relationship or any of this would not happen this quickly. I'll try to write one more... Realistic sometime. Please enjoy though!! I saw her. I watched in amazement as she walked through doors of my college. Black pants with grey and black striped button up shirt. Her hair, dark brown, fell beautifully down her back. She kept kinda quiet but not in a shy way. She gave off an aura of confidence. She had a fire in her eyes. My knees went weak as my heart pace raced as she passed by. I had to hold my locker to keep standing and I swear... She glanced at me and smirked when she saw me. My name is Jack. A simple name, a simple guy, with a simple insatiable desire. To serve. I'm a pet, a slave, a submissive. I knew when I saw her... I knew I belonged to her.

What lengths would you go to in order to achieve your dreams? Spencer has always seen the world through numbers. While they watch those in negative numbers strive for positives and those in the positives risk everything to stay in the positives, they long for the simplest of numbers: Zero. At Zero, they will experience true tranquility and feel at peace with themself. To help reach as close to Zero as possible, Spencer writes books, novelettes, poetry and more. By sharing their experiences as an agender person living with a mother who doesn't understand them (nor try to), they hope to inspire others and assure them they are not alone. When Spencer is given the opportunity to work with a publisher and publish their own book, they are determined to write a romance book proposal that no one will want to turn down. The only problem: none of their ideas are authentic enough. Since Spencer never felt the need to date before, their writing teacher encourages them to pursue romance to help inspire their book. While Spencer is determined to not date anyone, they are willing to give it a try for the sake of their writing. And when they find out their cute classmate seems to be interested in them, they decide to see where their blossoming relationship will go. After all, they're willing to do anything to reach Zero.

"And how about you Ryan, what do you want to be when you grow up?" I wanna be a hot, stay at home wife who can't wait for her daddy to come back home from work so that he can pound her boy pussy into oblivion, and make me the real little girl that I always wanted to be. "A lawyer." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story idea was all mine, so if for some reason it sounds familiar to other books. It wasn't my intention.

**NO TRANSLATIONS ALLOWED** The light pink liquid was taunting San as if it was saying,"Yeah I'm the only sticky substance you'll see on Wooyoung's face." Did that mean that San wanted to give Wooyoung a cum facial? Maybe. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ In which Wooyoung is a college student struggling to make a few extra bucks to pay rent and college loans off.. He does make the money.. just through livestreams.. where he masturbates.. and his new roommate just so happens to be his biggest fan. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ Started: April 6, 2020 Ended: May 8, 2020 #1 San 10-4-20 #1 Hongjoong 5-21-20 #1 SeongJoong 5-5-20 #1 AteezShips 5-3-20 #1 Livestream 5-3-20 #1 JongSang 5-3-20 #1 Crossdress 6-18-20 #1 Atiny 7-3-20 #1 Woosan 7-3-20 #1 Seonghwa 9-3-20 #1 Yeosang 9-3-20 #1 Camboy 9-3-20 #1 Mingi 11-8-20 #1 Ateez 2-29-24 ----------------------------- #2 Woosan 6-5-24 #2 Crossdress 5-31-20 #2 SeongJoong 5-3-20 #2 Livestream 4-19-20 #2 Yeosang 7-3-20 #2 Ateez 2-10-21 ----------------------------- #3 Livestream 4-17-20 #3 Ateezships 4-17-20 #3 Hongjoong 5-10-20 ----------------------------- #7 Camboy 5-31-20