❝ inside every one of us a shadow side, i call it my better side.❞ ╰┈➤ ╰┈➤ ╰┈➤ When Pearl embarks on its most ambitious tour yet, lead singer June Evans is hanging on by a thread. She's sick of compliance- the meds, the therapy, the sobriety, the emotional chasm that comes with being okay. What she really craves is an excuse to fall apart. She doesn't expect that excuse to come in the form of the beautifully tragic lead singer of The Neurotics. Luke Hemmings has a secret, though. He's been sickeningly obsessed with June for years before they even met- before a joint tour between Pearl and The Neurotics was even a possibility. But when they find that their broken pieces align perfectly together, the clock to their mutual destruction begins to tick. Is it really worth it to love someone to death?

******This has been heavily edited and publised on Amazon****** Before Luke Hemmings became worldwide famous, he had a best friend. A best friend who he always spoke to, always hung out. Then he became famous and everything changed. Ignored her tweets, didn't reply to her facebook wall posts, inbox's, text's and didn't answer her calls or return her phone calls. It's like she's nothing to him anymore. Like she never existed to him. Like the past never happened. What happened to the old Luke? Haley finds out some tragic news which has her thinking if she'll ever be reunited with him before it's too late.