"If you came to see perfection, then please go. I am so imperfect, till the depth of my soul. I would love you for the delicate little thing you are. But if you ever drive me to the question that i love myself or not. You will be as good as gone. To where? Do i even care! I have layers and layers and layers. First i cry, then i will laugh. Not easy but it will pass. Now you are not the sole thought. Not the owner of my heart. My world started to revolve around you but alas you weren't that strong. How could you stand the fact? Not your fault. If you came to seek help, then please leave. I will stand by your side, but fixing isn't my job. I don't mind giving you a shoulder when you came tired fighting your demons. Won't hesitate to embrace you in a warm hug afer something hurt you like hell. But if you insist that you will fight my war and i should go and take the blow for you. You will have to face a no. I have got limits even for you. First i protect my peace, then i will come to you." 🌸 Poems, written at different times when the outer world made no sense.