He awakens every morning, having to find the strength to cope with his dissociative identity disorder (split personality). His mood is up and down the scale and he can't seem to find a sense of contentment. Life graces him with the love and support of his family, the company of his best friend, the care of his teacher, and a boy who is all of those things, with all of those qualities. He only hopes it's enough because he feels himself slipping more and more each day.

Going to school has always been tough for Niall Horan. Being pushed around and teased by the popular boy at school was an absolute nightmare, but one night changed it all. Never in his life did he ever imagine to find himself pregnant by his tormentor. WARNING: HORRIBLY WRITTEN BY A YOUNGER ME! NEEDS EDITING..if interested in helping edit ,please message me! Thank you. Edited by: @AlexandriaTheGreat (Ao3) Cover by:@ok_Z1Diall Written in 2013

//COMPLETED// Former namer - To Belong "My heart is hoping that you'll walk in tonight and tell me there are things that you regret. It's all I'm asking, is it too much to ask?"

Zayn and Niall are in love but society won't let them be together

Niall Horan the man who has everything except for a family. His mother had been bugging him to get married already. Since his mother had keep on setting him up with someone he accidentally blurts out that he already have someone and he's engaged to get married already. He panics and desperately tries to find some one to pretend as his fiancee and lucky for him he finds Zayn Malik. A boy who is in desperate need of money to help his family since they are suffering from poverty. The two meets and a contract started it all. Will it stay as a contract or would it be for real?

A Ziall story. Niall and Zayn. With some Larry scenes. Includes gay love and self harm. Niall fights everyday with a smile, being in one direction would be the best thing ever. Or so he thought. Once he starts feeling something for someone he never thought he could like more than a friend, he becomes really depressed. How does he deal with these feelings? Does he tell this person how he feels? Or does he keep it all a secret? Read and find out. Please don't read if self harm is easily triggered for you or you are homophobic.

Niall and Zayn fell inlove. It was a simple thing but it was also something Zayn could never admit to the world. His denial caused him to hurt the person he loved the most. That hurt tore them apart. Years later Niall and Zayn are reunited for a tour. Can the love they shared before break through all the hurt? Or will the past hurt be to much to over come?

Zayn Malik, a teenager from the city, has no place to go when his mother passes. He has no family in the city, or anywhere else for that matter, but whom he does have is a family friend of his mother's that he has only met once when he was young. When Maura Horan hears the news of her long time friend passing away and Zayn needing a place to go, she is willing to take him in. Problem is, she lives all the way out in the country, far away from the home comforts of the city for Zayn. Zayn's life is torn apart in such a short time, but he finds that the son of his new guardian, Niall, may be the one that helps glue the pieces back together.

Niall Horan, only a young teenager on his own, is at a rough spot in his life where he does things he usually wouldn't, but has to do to get by. When he meets Zayn Malik, a successful business man, who Niall is supposed to host for the night, his life changes. But when trying to get away from his old life: the sex, the drugs, the money, he finds it harder than he originally thought it would be. An old "friend" doesn't want to let him go and Zayn has to try everything to save Niall.